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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 9, 2019 19:15:46 GMT
Love has to be real, not perfect. We will find authenticity. I can love this person's flaws as much as their laughter. Love is not ownership. I am honored to be in your presence right now. Love yourself a little bit more to love other people a whole lot more. Otherwise you will have insecurities. Got to love myself first. Respect what each other eats. If they are vegan, respect that. Ask yourself, what can I bring out of them? Are we bringing out the best energy from one another? Bring the authentic and best out of people. Can't hurt them. Encourage them. Comfort their insecurities. Love is not manipulation or force. Love is flow. Everyone who is truly meant to be with you, will be with you. Always. People will wake up to know what they are worthy for. Love people for them. Not how much money they have. Not because they're inspiring many people. What they represent. A relationship is like a business agreement. Many of us have hidden agendas. Have to love without hidden agendas. It's really hard to do. Not about taking from someone. What can I give to them. Them saying what can they give to me. Honesty saves everyone a lot of time. Hard to love people who hide or lie. Become more honest with ourselves with our mission. People's true colors start to show. I respect your mission. I respect what you do. Don't make permanent decisions with temporary feelings. It's about trust. Trust is love. Love is the ultimate surrender of the ego. The ego is always about control and manipulation, not trust. I trust this person because I trust myself.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 9, 2019 23:47:52 GMT
I love you, Flim! So much! I want you here so bad!
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 10, 2019 1:41:38 GMT
I saw his home. It's kind of like a hobbit hole. Like a den, but more sophisticated than that. His bed is small, so we can't both fit on it. I have to lay on the floor if we want to cuddle. He doesn't really have a couch. Just a straw bed. And a pillow of down feathers.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 10, 2019 1:42:05 GMT
When people choose love, they always choose right.
Relationship with ourself is the most important.
Cool to be thoughtful, caring and kind.
The same love within Daniel is within us all.
Each of us is worthy of love just as we are.
Learn to see love everywhere.
Love without any conditions.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 10, 2019 22:55:07 GMT
I learned to look him in the eyes when talking to him in the astral. It makes the connection even stronger.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 10, 2019 23:52:23 GMT
He's sleeping now against my chest in the astral. He is so at peace it's incredible. I can feel his peace and it's rejuvenating. I may fall asleep with him because it is so relaxing.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 11, 2019 1:35:16 GMT
He woke up about 30 mins ago with some anxiety. I'm beginning to feel his anxiety as if it were my own. I can maintain a high vibration and love and gratitude for him.
I am thankful I can feel what he feels.
And I think I can bring him peace.
This little guy has a strong emotion. He's so nervous it's cute.
I'm by his side forever.
He's not as easy to get as Ray Phum Wa was. That guy was like a star in how he gravitationally attracted me.
Flim has some apprehension. I don't blame him, since I did leave Ray Phum Wa.
But I intend to never leave Flim. He's my darling.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 11, 2019 1:38:18 GMT
Yes, I feel his apprehension turning into satisfaction. He is smoothing out. Less burning anxiety. More relief. It feels a lot cooler inside. He's so precious.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 11, 2019 13:42:26 GMT
Last night I had a dream that I was like either an assistant to, or trying to be an assistant to a movie producer. He had made a movie that was worth $200 million.
I suggested he use certain insurance program and pay $200 to insure the movie.
He was young, like 15-18 or so. I had a deep fondness for him. It wasn't love in the dream, but it was like a sincere desire to help him.
Maybe he was like Flim in some regards.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 11, 2019 15:34:55 GMT
This is getting close to what Flim looks like. It's the game model for my first anthro alien game. Except his hands and feet are all brown. And the tip of his tail is white. But his energy in this picture feels like Flim. It's getting more real. I have some resistance to work through I realize.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 11, 2019 15:39:56 GMT
What song describes Flim's love for me?
Lovesong by the Cure.
When I was at the store yesterday I asked to see a sign that Flim was with me. I didn't see anything at the store, but when I left, I saw 2 yellow pickups. And I went through a yellow light. Not sure how synchronous they are, but it was something.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 11, 2019 19:58:23 GMT
Here is the final model. He's going to rig it up for animation now. This is pretty much what Flim looks like. But I'll have a higher quality version before too long.
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Post by Cyan on Aug 12, 2019 6:15:31 GMT
nice
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 12, 2019 19:30:13 GMT
Damn, all the songs I'm listening to online are about losing love or letting your lover go.
I hope this doesn't apply. I feel that maybe I was a little wrong when I was taken aback when I first saw the 3D model of Flim. Because it became more real, and I had to get used to it. But we are cuddling again.
I hope the songs begin to look up.
I swear, I tried Spotify and YouTube music for "love songs" and I get songs like "We could have had it good." and "It's too late to apologize."
Like 5 songs in a row on each were about losing love. What the heck? Those aren't love songs. I don't know why they're in there.
Maybe it's someone else's synchronicity. I really hope Flim isn't done with me.
The music around him tends to be like this, but when I check in, he still loves me deeply and wants to cuddle and more. The tarot even says he loves me deeply, and feels rich with me.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 12, 2019 19:50:32 GMT
Ok, I asked YouTube music to play "love songs" instead of "love music"
I got Hero by Enrique Iglesias.
Now we're talking. The tone of his voice is so tender. When he sang "Would you cry if you saw me crying?" and I began to tear up.
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