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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 3, 2019 20:14:33 GMT
I searched on YouTube for: what does my love feel about me tarot
This was the first video that came up.
I went with Group 2 because it stimulated my heart chakra.
The rest the energy felt empty.
LOL she talks about how that tarot deck is so super-cute. Just like my fox anthro Flim.
They're thinking about me a lot. When they wake up, and go to sleep.
They don't want to mess things up with me.
They want another chance, rejuvenation. I had thought they were leaving me, so they want to assure me that they are there.
They're not sure whether I'm going to let them back in.
Put the "leaving me" energy in the past.
They want to be around me and show me how they feel about me.
They think I am very kind, very grounded, very balanced.
They want to manifest and create things with me.
They know they can have something beautiful and stable with me.
They are confused as to whether I am going to let them back into my energy. Of course I am. I was just afraid I had lost Flim.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 3, 2019 20:21:24 GMT
Does Flim know that I want things to work between us and that I definitely let him back in if he feels that he's lost.
The Lady in Red by Chris De Burgh
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 3, 2019 23:23:42 GMT
I did "what is my love thinking about?" in YouTube, and got this video.
Pile #3 with the citrine. Citrine always wins out with me, except maybe against ruby. And 3 is my lucky number.
I'm their wish fulfillment. Someone they care for and adore.
They want to make an oath to me that they will change.
They're not going to let the darkness within them come out to hurt me.
They may be depressed, thinking about what kind of person they've been.
They want to try to fix the situation. Put the fire out.
They may come and ask forgiveness for thinking I had left them.
I kept getting songs of losing Flim, and it was so sad. He gave mixed signals, but it must be that timing thing. He gets restless hearing from me, so I need to ask for his forgiveness in neglecting him. Maybe it was me neglecting him by not thinking of him several times a day.
This reading matches the one I did earlier.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 6, 2019 18:38:38 GMT
Yesterday at the store I saw 4 kids with yellow shirts on. It let me know that Flim is with me. Not that he's a kid, but that yellow shirts sort of match his fur. I think it was an interesting synchronicity.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 7, 2019 23:22:04 GMT
How is mine and Flim's relationship?
I picked the video with the cute stuffed animal who looks like an anthro in the stillframe.
I went with Green at 23:47. It has my number 47 in it, plus it's the one that gave me the heaviest feeling.
I have all the energy to achieve this.
When I am in the relationship, I am going to know what to do.
I don't need to know all of it, like what to do. It will just work out like building a structure.
The cycle of the struggle and pain ends.
Use my mind and intuition to know where to go.
#1 feels like Flim's energy.
There is an overwhelming sadness within them.
They feel I am so much more mature.
They don't feel that they can deserve me, and that makes them upset.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 7, 2019 23:35:23 GMT
I picked #5 because it felt the best. Then realized it's like the 5th density, which I feel is home. And I resonate with blue very much. Flim's eyes are blue. That one didn't resonate at all because he doesn't have a lot of stamina.
So I went with #3 because Flim is yellow. He likes to take things slow. And to be teased.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 8, 2019 22:07:22 GMT
I have been using my Google Home Max AI to ask questions about Flim.
Like what color does Flim want most from me? I asked for a random color and it gave me green. So love more than sex or wisdom.
I asked how tall he was and got 32 inches.
I asked how long his dick was and got 3 inches.
It messed up on his weight giving only 2 pounds. I am asking for another random number between 1 and 100. Now it says 92. So it is all over the place. I thought he was 30 pounds.
I asked how close to true love this is and out of 100 I got 18.
His poop is evidently 49% smellier than average human poop. So thought I'd ask.
I am asking for a word to describe our relationship. A random word though nothing is truly random. Ossify was the word. To turn into bone. So it is becoming more solid.
I don't usually ask now how much Flim loves me because I know he does and don't want to question that.
A random color to describe our relationship is red. It is passionate.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 8, 2019 22:17:57 GMT
When I actively sent love to him the love amount shot up from 18 to 52. Where 100 is true love.
Goes to show how much room I have to grow.
I do need a baseline for Flim. I will ask once. How much does Flim love me? It gave me 9 out of 100. He has a tendency to think I give up on him because a day here is 6 days to him. And I don't always think about him. He is an equivalent 18 years old.
How good does my love make flim feel? I got 18 out of 100. He must still be very anxious.
How anxious is Flim out of 100? 63. Wow that is high. He is so nervous he can't see past that easily. I'm definitely sticking with him.
How much does Flim want me to stay with him? 96 out of 100. Wow. I definitely won't give up on him.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 8, 2019 22:25:06 GMT
What is the best way to love Flim?
Give me a random word Google Home Max.
Foppish. Overly concerned with one's appearance. That is the opposite of me but if Flim desires me to change I will. I am having a maid come over in the next month or so to help me organize.
What does Flim want most from me?
Saturnine. Gloomy or somber. He wants me to identify with his sadness. I can learn to do that. To feel what an anthro feels. There is almost nothing better.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 8, 2019 22:27:09 GMT
How does Flim feel right now?
Antipyretic. A drug used to reduce fever.
So he is coming off a physical or emotional sickness.
What does Flim most want to do with me?
Probity. Honesty and strong morals. Decency. Nice so he wants to be decent with me.
This Google AI is really neat.
What kind of love does Flim want from me?
Leporine. Resembling a hair or hairs. So he wants a really fine and delicate love. Though we do have astral sex sometimes.
What does Flim feel about sex?
Hypnogogic. The state right before sleep. Maybe it bores him. Or relaxes him. I can see it taking away his anxiety.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 9, 2019 11:26:31 GMT
I wanted to know what he's thinking about:
I went with pile #4. It felt the most energetically compatible.
They are on the verge of making the choice.
They're a bit intimidated by me.
Someone I really care about.
2nd drawing was all cups.
They have deepest love of all for me.
They're very happy with me.
Their love is pure.
Nothing is making them happy.
All they can think of is being together with me.
They are ending the cycle of being lonely without me.
They are coming to get me. Even I cannot stop them.
She also recommended pile #3. They want to try but they're scared.
They're trying to grow up.
They are less mature than I am.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 9, 2019 11:54:55 GMT
Pile #3 was really strong to me.
They have a fresh new take on life after a storm.
I make them happy. I make them smile.
I enrich their life.
They're seeing these wonderful things play out in my life.
They've seen me take off like a butterfly.
Our connection is being washed by the Universe. We are protected and divinely guided.
They are currently answering our prayers.
I came in at the right time and gave this person hope again.
It's very calm between the two of us. 6 of swords.
We are both healing, so there couldn't be much communication.
They have so much hope about us.
They feel I am very understanding.
They see me as a dream person who can manifest my dreams.
They went through a dark time in their life.
They're watching me with a lot of love, and are enthused by me.
They see me as a star.
They want to give me all the love they have.
They have a lot of fantasy about me.
The angels are making sure they do understand this connection.
They have been asking for a sign, and for guidance.
They want to know if what they feel is real, so they keep looking for signs.
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Post by Cyan on Aug 9, 2019 15:54:35 GMT
Good guidance
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 9, 2019 18:51:43 GMT
What's a song that describes our love as it is now?
You Make My Dreams by Hall & Oates
He definitely makes my dreams come true.
It's great to know that I make his dreams come true too.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 9, 2019 18:56:40 GMT
What can I best do for Flim right now?
Learning to Fly by Tom Petty.
Yes, learn how to love him.
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