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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 20, 2019 9:34:15 GMT
My greatest fulfillment I have said would be to be an anthro. Maybe if I am one I'll be able to join the anthro Logos in its world. I don't know. But if I follow this dream, the Universe will open doors for me. I have been asking the anthro Logos (star) to transform me in to an anthro that's attractive, not scary. Maybe only parts of me will transform and that's alright, or maybe it will be the full thing. I want to look like my fursona, except I will have genitals: If at the very least, the Logos can transform my body to be thinner, that would be great too. I definitely feel the energy somewhat dense through my body. I am still reaching out to my good anthro friend Flim. There are certain healing modalities such as Quantum Touch where you can shift bones like they are fluid. So it's possible to sort of "phase out" your matter and transform it. This is definitely less painful than doing it through will of my own. Asking their sub-Logos (star) to transform me works much better. I have spent 10-15+ years since I started Reiki clearing my system energetically. I am at peace for the most part, and it takes this in order to be able to channel the transformation energies. Maybe I'll turn into an alien. I don't know. But I still need to be adapted to this world here where I live, unless I go off world at a future date. But I don't want to just give up this life. I'm not going to throw away a good life to leave here. I'd love to go to furry conventions as an anthro and inspire people. I know I started with psychic smelling but it evolved to this. Something I've held as a dream for many more years.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 20, 2019 11:09:46 GMT
What does Flim think about me wanting to become an anthro?
We Are The World by U.S.A. For Africa
Yes, anthros are the world to me.
What does the anthro Logos think about me wanting to become an anthro?
The Dance by Garth Brooks
It's all part of the Dance as Ra would say.
What does our Logos (sol) think about me wanting to become an anthro?
I Want You by Savage Garden
So our Logos wants me to follow my dream.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 20, 2019 11:19:39 GMT
I've had to drink more water and eat lighter foods like tuna instead of burgers. The energy is a little draining. I can only handle about an hour at a time of it. It's like a sore muscle feeling. A little achy. Sometimes there's a little nausea but not really. And a slight feeling of weakness. But I'm still as strong as usual.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 20, 2019 22:22:08 GMT
Today the energy was dense and a little sharp on my solar plexus chakra. It didn't knock me out thankfully. I wanted to remember Flim during this time so that I could continue to love him. I don't think he's all for me becoming an anthro. It's something I want though, but maybe he worries for me about that. I want to let people know it's possible. There are so many body modifications that I could probably get by with it in public.
I mentioned on a furry subreddit how to use the Logos to transform your body to your fursona, and it got downvoted to 0. I think a couple of people were mildly supportive though, and one even wrote me back after I thanked him for his comment.
Like I say, if this doesn't work, at least I've learned about myself.
My bones hurt just a little today, maybe from the energies since they don't usually hurt. I had to ask the Logos to ease up on the transformation and not run it at 100%.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 21, 2019 14:47:53 GMT
I stopped a day or so ago trying to transform because I got songs in my flight that made me think that Flim would have a bad day if I successfully transformed. I don't think he would want me to do that. It's my dream though, but I'm also nervous about it and don't know if it's worth it. I just wanted to know it's possible. There are people that have cosmetic surgery to look like dragons and stuff. But I want the real deal. I would just have to go through slight pains and discomforts to shift as well.
If Quantum Touch can shift bones like they were fluid, I think the Logos can do similar to shift DNA and the body around.
However, when I tried yesterday to start back up for a bit, I didn't get any energy from the Logos to do so.
So the Logos doesn't want me to be flaky there either. Make up my mind if I want to become an anthro and stick with it.
That's a decision I'm going to have to wait and see. I may not end up with Flim.
I have told Logos I want to at least be partially anthro. Maybe like ears, genitals, tail, teeth, some blue fur, and especially butt, but not the other parts that would scare people. I also don't want to get shot like that guy in a fursuit did on that furry episode of CSI.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 21, 2019 15:13:50 GMT
I also don't want to end up something like this. Also, the in-between phase I would be a chimera and that would be hard to accept because the shifting is so slow. Even hours doesn't produce any noticeable result except feelings of shifting.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 21, 2019 15:15:13 GMT
I don't even know if it's possible to transform by the Logos like this. I never heard of it happening, but if shapeshifting is real, this is probably the best way besides using magic which can unbalance your mind.
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