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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 5, 2019 11:49:28 GMT
I'm starting today to work on manifesting an anthro mate, who appears as a human. Having them be human outwardly is easier and possibly less intimidating than an outward anthro.
I'm focused on what species and breeds are ok for me. Trying not to focus on what I do not want.
I'm trying to smell and feel the energy of my future anthro/human boyfriend.
I want to be able to pick up that he's anthro, even if he doesn't look it. And to let him know that I sense he's an anthro. He would already know that he is, and will confirm it. This is my intention, and today I am starting to focus about 5-10 mins a day on it.
It's the closest I can get in this life to a real anthro. I hope he smells like one. I'm picking up slightly on his scent with about 2/10 strength.
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Post by Cyan on Jul 6, 2019 8:48:31 GMT
I got this image when i was looking at your higher self playing with your anthro mate, it was the image that was left on my broswer when i was scouting facebook and went for a smoke:
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Post by Cyan on Jul 6, 2019 8:55:08 GMT
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Post by Cyan on Jul 6, 2019 9:02:51 GMT
Me being the matchmaker / you seeing a cupid:
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 6, 2019 9:10:43 GMT
Thanks, Cyan. Those videos are synchronistic. I know this anthro loves dogs too. And he probably works out since you said on his planet he was fit. I can imagine him asking me to read his mind.
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Post by Cyan on Jul 6, 2019 10:20:29 GMT
I get a distinct sense he occasionally does like pushups or such but is mostly fit becuase his work is such, so he is fit for work not for, like, pleasure. Feels like an important point.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 8, 2019 8:58:19 GMT
I was falling asleep after a day of working with Cyan and him. I instantly got a strong psychic connection where I was receiving a stream of images from him. I wasn't just seeing images, but my brain felt magnetically attached to him, and he to me.
I asked him for a joke, and he showed me sneaking into him in a bath, and he pulls out a rifle from the bath. He doesn't point it at me, but it seems that this unusual thing is a joke for them. He also showed me a tank doing a wheelie of sorts on its back end. I got to see a clear image of what his penis looks like. Sort of shaped like a horse where it slightly flares at the end and is slightly tapered getting fatter toward his base. I heard the music "part time lover" I saw a strong image of a ship being knocked over by a wave. So he loves to rock the boat. Maybe press my buttons. He can be a little dominating, but that is what I'm looking for. It is still very much love. I saw some human child with sharp canine teeth and he was holding them. I got a saying from him something like "keep it on one level." So maybe he likes it when I'm predictable. I don't know, because he does want me to assert my dominance at times too. It was a strong mental exercise. I had to cut it short so I can go to sleep.
His smell and taste gave me the sensation of onion soup. This was more a mental taste/smell rather than actually smelling him. So maybe it's accurate.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 8, 2019 14:20:48 GMT
Some channeling work that Cyan did for me about my anthro and their civilization.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 10, 2019 3:02:21 GMT
He's my boyfriend now. He's so amazing. I keep telling him that.
He taught me a word in his language. It sounds like: i-bu-la-ma-na and means star.
I can hear the music on their world. It is quite peaceful.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 10, 2019 3:19:12 GMT
He's telling me his name is ray-phum-wa. This is so amazing. I felt a pleasurable stimulation of my sexual chakra when I said his name.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 10, 2019 5:16:25 GMT
I got a strong psychic sensation reliably that felt like I was IN their scent field. I couldn't smell it directly, but I could get a sense of what it might be like. Ray Phum Wa told me a big insult in their world is to say "may my scent boil in your nose." That's like us saying "eat shit and die." It's worse than "fuck you".
And that "Lick my scent" is kind of like "what's up" when you're a little more friendly. Though he says it means something more like "please do consider my sign(how I project myself) as a friendly agreement to approach(move closer in your thoughts to) me."
He also said "horndogs before chihuahuas." Or I saw that in like a text chat program, so it may not have been him. He likes to tell me jokes, so this may have been another joke.
I have a distortion toward Intensity, so I need to ease into this so it doesn't overpower me. The psychic connection was like super clear, and like 8/10 strength that I could feel. I could clearly talk to him, and get responses. Even responses in his own language.
When I watch movies with him or listen to his music, the singer/speaker is in his own language.
Their language sounds softer than English. But it's so smooth like Elvish that I can't really make it out, unless I ask him to speak it one syllable at a time.
He once read me a poem I think from memory, and said something like "walking on an endless path."
We were watching a movie and he translated one part as "He was on a journey, but forgot he was on that journey. Every moment, moment to moment, he strove to remember this journey."
The movies don't flow as well as ours as I can tell. I saw a scene of two anthros pointing to the horizon when they said that line. Then it was other random images. So movies seem to be a little more sporadic than ours. Ours flow with storyline. Theirs seems to be a series of random but related images, and describing that scene at each time. A little more choppy, but still enthralling. Rather than getting attached to the story, you fall for each scene. They savor the moment.
I asked him if he had anything to add, and he says he loves the contrast between the endless, and the NOW. I asked if they just had a short attention span not being able to follow a story, and he says most of them don't have good attention spans. It's not horrible. Maybe a few minutes. Unless you're trained like a fighter pilot. But they have good memory. Though they can increase it with effort.
I still realize that all this may not be real, so I am staying open. I don't want to induce psychosis by getting lost in this. I have walked the line of that. I may be moving too fast, so I may slow down a bit. I'll just do what's comfortable.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 10, 2019 16:00:07 GMT
I put his name Ray Phum Wa into Google Images, and this was the first picture that came up.
So his name sounds asian kind of. That's cool. It's interesting he has rainbow socks. This person in the picture might not actually be him, or it may be him. But the things in the image can possibly tell a story. His smile is genuine, and I love how it is.
The person in the picture's name is Phum Viphurit and he's a Thai singer songwriter.
The first video that comes up about him is a song called Lover Boy.
I love how the girl's shirt shows "Young and Wild". I'm going to watch it now, but I have a feeling it will be very symbolic and telling.
I love how he sings "Take me away, someway."
Cyan, I told you I saw the anthro playing a guitar to me, before I even knew this. But when I heard him, it was simple plucking but still somewhat good.
Here are the lyrics to that song:
Wandering the streets all through the night Searching for the one to make me right Wondering if she's the shade of you And if so, should I try to see it through
Darling, I got my trust issues Warning, you stay away If we meet at the rendezvous Take me away, sunray
Darling, I got my trust issues Warning, you stay away If we meet at the rendezvous Take me away, sunray
Time and toys May fill my heart with joy I'll know peace when I'm your lover boy
I'll be your new school soul Silver and gold New desire Friends on fire Call me 'lover boy'
Darling, I got my trust issues Warning, you stay away If we meet at the rendezvous Take me away, sunray
Darling, I got my trust issues Warning, you stay away If we meet at the rendezvous Take me away, sunray
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 10, 2019 16:17:55 GMT
The first video that comes up when I actually search YouTube for him is this:
It's so cool how he strums at the beginning, and how the people appear. I'm listening to it now.
He even said "I'm fine with counting sheep." And he's like a sheeplike angel though he's still canine anthro. I keep stopping the video to talk about it, so going back to it now. If this is how Ray Phum Wa is, I struck gold seriously.
Here's the lyrics to that song:
Hello, Anxiety You've come to keep me company Tonight, a lonely soul I've tried to learn the art of letting go
I'm craving something real A kind of rush that I can feel The night is rough you know I've cried but I won't dare to let it show
What if the world won't bend my way? What will it take to be happy?
Heaven knows you're lost But you'll be fine, you'll be fine Heaven knows we're lost But the sun still shines, so we'll be fine
Hello, Anxiety It's time we part, I need to sleep I'm fine with counting sheep
You'll be fine We'll be fine You'll be fine We'll be fine You'll be fine We'll be fine You'll be fine We'll be fine
Heaven knows you're lost But you'll be fine, you'll be fine Heaven knows we're lost But the sun still shines, so we'll be fine
Hello, Anxiety It's time we part, I need to sleep I'm fine with counting sheep
You'll be fine We'll be fine You'll be fine We'll be fine You'll be fine We'll be fine You'll be fine We'll be fine
Heaven knows you're lost But you'll be fine, you'll be fine Heaven knows we're lost But the sun still shines, so we'll be fine
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 10, 2019 19:04:59 GMT
The beginning of this is exactly the style of how I've heard Ray Phum Wa play.
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Post by Cyan on Jul 10, 2019 21:50:00 GMT
Ill post some of my random videos and a few ones I feel connect to you, id like your opinion on if the movies i make so it would seem that is what new movie makers make.
Just got back from smoking, this thing isnt mine but the 65mbc song you requested.
Just chcked, the song i referred to wasnt 65 million BC but rather the one i linked which is called Rhythm of Sky, Wind, and Earth
the telepath explanation.
How the feeling of telepathy and becoming someone else feels. Its like listening to your anthro go through the first explanation of what the pen pal project is like.
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