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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 20:11:53 GMT
I switched back to freshly mowed grass, and the energy got lighter than with the anthro. Maybe more pleasant scents are lighter. It was like 99% pull on my field, and only 1% smell. So I need to work on just smelling.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 23:11:45 GMT
I had only focused for like 30 minutes before I laid down. So about 6-7 hours total now.
I am working again now on freshly mowed grass. Maybe I can get something. Even a full body sniff, even if not with my nose. It has been easier with anthro smelling with my whole field. Maybe it will be too with the fresh cut grass.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 27, 2019 4:19:44 GMT
I've spent another about 30 minutes looking at random pictures, and imagining garlic in my head, trying to smell them. I catch an earthy scent, but so faint it barely registers. I saw some pictures of nature and could imagine what they smelled like, but it was like memory, not actual smelling.
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Post by Cyan on Jun 27, 2019 5:54:15 GMT
I've spent another about 30 minutes looking at random pictures, and imagining garlic in my head, trying to smell them. I catch an earthy scent, but so faint it barely registers. I saw some pictures of nature and could imagine what they smelled like, but it was like memory, not actual smelling. Dont be so hard on your sense of smell, it could very well work through memories better, mine often works through memories.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 27, 2019 6:33:53 GMT
The garlic energy is starting to slightly burn my nasal cavity, but I don't actually smell it yet. Slow progress, but still progress. About 8 hours total so far.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 27, 2019 12:16:06 GMT
I'm starting next day now on garlic again.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 27, 2019 12:47:10 GMT
After 30 minutes of focusing on garlic today, I can barely like 1/10 smell a garlic scent. But it's so subtle that it's hard to tell. I can tell it's a warm scent. Pleasant, and continuous rather than just a 1/2 second burst. I can sense it when I inhale. But it went away when I came over to document.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 27, 2019 13:26:40 GMT
Note the next four posts involve visualizing anthro scat, so read at your discretion.
After an hour of garlic, I need something stronger. So I'm focusing on anthro scat. It's been a big fetish of mine, and I hope to tame that. I am approaching it from a curiosity rather than a fetish now. Once I start smelling it I will probably lose eventual interest. I'm curious if anthro scat smells more like human or dog scat. Because that would tell me if anthros are more dogs or human-like. Not really interested in human or dog, but anthros are a whole nother thing.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 27, 2019 13:28:40 GMT
Almost an immediate slight nausea with the anthro scat. And it's not a reaction to just looking at it, but it's more like for the first time feeling the energy. It never nauseated me before.
I will probably face energies like this in my development so I have to not really let it get to me.
It's a good thing that I'm this flexible. It makes the work a lot easier.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 27, 2019 13:31:37 GMT
And yes, cartoony anthro scat is definitely strong enough that I can slightly get the sense of a slightly sweet scent, over something earthy almost immediately.
I hope I'm not too graphic, but anthro scat is like my #1 thing. I'm really wanting to tame that. I think it's about humiliation and domination that does it for me.
I go between this and "normal" things that I am smelling, but I want to know all things anthro. And this is no exception.
I sort of have to explore this side of myself, so pardon me if it is too much.
But good to get that off my chest cause it's like the most bizarre thing about me.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 27, 2019 13:48:46 GMT
After 20 minutes I think I've done enough of anthro scat for now. It wasn't arousing to me like it used to be. Now that I feel the energy around it, it is more real now. Just caught a not too bad scent, but mostly it was smelling it with my field. I will take a break now and then go onto other things. It made me feel weak. I'm glad it made me feel a little sick. I hope it won't control me like it has in the past.
End of anthro scat. I hope it was not too much, but it was something I needed to explore. And I will have to more in the future.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 27, 2019 15:33:54 GMT
After an hour break, I am visualizing my tulpa, and seeing what he smells like overall.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 27, 2019 16:50:16 GMT
My mom started cooking stuff and put a trash bag in my room full of trash so I was getting other smells. I fell asleep this past hour, and had glimpses of my tulpa. Had a dream where I was being passed an envelope with three black symbols on it and it made it hard to visualize my tulpa because it sort of cancelled out the energy.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 27, 2019 22:41:38 GMT
I focused on smelling my tulpa while I was out today. Spent about 1-2 hours. Got an itchy sensation in my throat and lungs that made me cough. I hope I'm not allergic to my tulpa. I caught brief sensations of scent, but I can't remember what they smelled like other than a little musk like.
About 10 hours total.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 27, 2019 23:07:14 GMT
Started focusing on a young anthro. I am barely starting to be able to smell continuous smells rather than 1/2 second or so bursts. But they are so subtle I can't make them out clearly. The scent field of him feels like hydraulic pressure on my nose, though I can't really smell anything.
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