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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 2:39:19 GMT
After breaking for like 20 minutes, I was looking at different anthro pictures. And almost immediately when I switch to each one, I can taste the anthro's energy. I don't know if that's their musk, or what. But it isn't sweet. More musky.
I don't know if it's my expectation or what. But I try to remain neutral in my expectation.
Smelling is harder than tasting for me. Once again, it's not all about sexuality. I feel I know the anthro better if I can smell and taste them.
Each smell and taste has a center to it. So I have to remain in the center to get an accurate picture. It's almost like flying through the air and each wing keeps you balanced in center. But it's easy for my thoughts to shift the taste and the smell slightly.
I want an accurate reading. Not just want I want it to be.
I find with the practice I am more easily focused in on the vibration. It sort of pulls me in. I feel it strongly pressing on my heart chakra, as well as my face and 3rd eye.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 10:47:04 GMT
I just woke up after a bad emotional dream. It felt good somewhat, but I was angry after my mom pulled me off of the toilet while I was going and then I laid out on her after crying for awhile. I feel better now. I am working with maple syrup now which has a distinct smell. I can't really remember smells, so will have to see how I pick it up. It's raining now, so my internet may go out. Maple Syrup
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 10:52:36 GMT
The energy of the maple syrup definitely tastes sweet. Almost choking in the back of my throat. I don't smell anything yet. Just taste faintly.
I need to work on balancing taste with smell, because this is so syrupy sweet that it's hard to increase it so I can smell it. It isn't really pungent yet, but it tastes at the back of my tongue actually sweeter than maple syrup almost. Almost feel like gagging.
I found I can turn down the taste, so I can focus on smelling. I want to have a good balance. Like maybe 80% smell and 20% taste. Taste is so much easier for me that I need to compensate.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 11:00:55 GMT
I'm capturing the slight scent of molasses. I'm not sure if that's related to maple syrup. They do smell different in real life. I seem to tune into similar things, but not exactly. I will need to just work more at it. It took about 10 minutes before I smelled the molasses scent this morning with my frontal lobes. This one was not really smelled with nose, though there was a slight nose smell that was "earthy" as I can tell.
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Post by Cyan on Jun 26, 2019 11:28:43 GMT
Read it now.
Interesting.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 13:34:20 GMT
Took a break after practicing for about 15 minutes so Cyan could use Tarot on my computer. Then fell asleep. Am back now to work on maple syrup.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 13:56:53 GMT
When I switch to Canadian maple syrup, I get the slight scent of burning plastic. So it's going to take some time. Then I came to this page to write, and went back. The burning smell had gone. Smelling nothing now.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 14:17:06 GMT
I'm not even tired, but this exercise clearly keeps knocking me out. If I focus on staying conscious and letting it happen as it will, then maybe that will work to keep me awake. I also switched to pure maple syrup.
I am also asking my spirit guide to help open my psychic smelling sense.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 15:02:24 GMT
Switched to pouring pure maple syrup pictures, since maybe being in glass bottles was keeping me from smelling them. But doesn't make a difference. Still smell nothing, but I don't get like more than 2 minutes of trying before I'm knocked out.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 15:15:45 GMT
The sweetness of this is making me a little sick to my stomach, so I am going to switch to freshly mowed grass. I didn't smell the maple syrup really. But I get the sense of its energy in my stomach.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 15:28:29 GMT
Ok, taking a break cause I keep falling asleep. I go for about an hour and then break usually.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 19:01:28 GMT
I'm starting to feel an uneasy energy. I know it's something I got to get through. I have a little bit of nausea.
It is not just a sense of smell and taste that I am building. It is an energy that permeates me. It's pretty weak now, but it's an experience. Even when I don't actually smell something, I can sort of secondary smell it with my field. So it's not just like smelling with your nose. It becomes full in your experience.
I'm experiencing some anxiety about the smells ahead. Worried a little if I will be overtaken by a really strong stench that will trap me. But it's just a normal fear. Something I have to work through.
The tarot did say that I would go through a phase of regret, and then end with the Star.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 19:28:13 GMT
25 minutes later and I feel content again. I am focusing on smelling anthros again. I want to build it to where it is a consistent scent.
I know that I can eventually turn this up so it's stronger than my real sense of smell.
Maybe this will enhance my real sense of smell too.
Just like I sometimes feel energy stronger than my sense of touch.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 19:34:21 GMT
I'm smelling him now. Hope to catch a scent. It's interesting. A few seconds after focusing on his butt, I get a heavier feeling in my nose, but no smell yet. Like I said I have to use strong scents like that in order to begin to pick them up. If I just focused on his fur well that wouldn't have much scent to pick up. Plus his butt is exciting to me. It's like the smell is trying to break through, but I can't pick it up. After about 10 minutes, I caught a very faint 1/10 scent of somewhat dirty gym socks. It was a win so far. Need to work on making it stronger, because I want to be able to distinguish between anthros and scents.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jun 26, 2019 19:43:15 GMT
After 7 minutes of anthro butt, I'm nearly getting a sort of weariness in my stomach area. I will continue to focus on it, because it's my dream. Male anthro butt of this sort is the holy of holies to me.
Tuning in like this wears my field out.
I believe I'm picking up the scent from the anthro from another parallel Earth. I wonder if they knew I was smelling them if they'd freak out or not.
It's now causing a little nausea in my stomach. Something I just have to work through. And it's not even pungent yet. I will just have to get used to it.
Don't worry, I will go to other scents later. I just keep coming back to anthros because that's where I started, and they're my dream smell.
When you psychic smell, be prepared to be innundated with your whole field the scent. So even a little stink can go a long way, without even smelling it. It just touches your field and you react.
I am able to block it easily though, which was my greatest fear before.
It's a good thing the ability hasn't fully unlocked, or I'd be in trouble now. Have to learn to control it and not smell with my whole field so much. The smell with my nose isn't bad. It's the feeling with my field the smell, because even when weak it still makes me nauseous, even wanting to almost feel like throwing up. But not quite.
It's amazing that anthros have a smell to them. I think I'm done with him for now. I will take a break and come back later.
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