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Post by Cyan on May 1, 2021 23:22:59 GMT
They are hunting the "annoying knock knock disturbance". Random background stuff, seems its... true... Tho it seems that military may need some help.
Angels specifically said of the match "we got a little miffed and stepped out, we dont generally like to do it but you were receivng way to much sht".
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Post by Cyan on May 1, 2021 23:57:14 GMT
This causes some changes. Will report soon.
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Post by Cyan on May 2, 2021 18:18:55 GMT
Man i had the wicked best sleep in a LOONG time.
I've been trying to in my dreams occasionally explain or understand how certain "god powers" work. I can do them and work with them but my strict understanding as to why its a benefit to the DNA/Soul, aka, why does it work. Is lacking.
In a few dreams i've managed to grasp and explain the stuff but most often at the end the people i explain it to attack and wake me up with spotty memories due to the whole "eek, that means that guy rules over me, down with rulers" mentality.
This time i got through the explanation, no one attacked me and when i was waking up they said "We'll place all the stuff next to lucifurus/satanus (talking in latin btw the spirits), and when i woke up i had clear memory of the entire dream and could feel my dream stuff was next to me.
First time in either ever or long time. Now my brain takes on the ardeous task of remapping skills to their dream representation points and seeing if it works better.
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Post by Cyan on May 2, 2021 18:19:26 GMT
I believe this is direct response to choosing friendship over lewdness at the moment.
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Post by Cyan on May 2, 2021 20:00:23 GMT
About an hour in and this keeps being reported. Will check it out.
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Post by Cyan on May 2, 2021 21:00:50 GMT
The police thing ended well.
"Is it now safe to approach giving pleasure to self as primary"
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Post by Cyan on May 2, 2021 21:26:32 GMT
Seems OK, in that while most dont do it they arent strictly going around "adulting" others except when deviant. They think thats "too rude". Which is what i think.
Question is "is it safe, in general, to go for pleasure then work or not."
Black guy as safe.
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Post by Cyan on May 2, 2021 21:36:59 GMT
And now the big question with regard to the "abuse?". Has this always been the way or is this a "recent" transformation.
Tis safe Now they say.
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Post by Cyan on May 2, 2021 21:42:40 GMT
Red glove as new thing.
I think this is the way it has been for a long time now and that I was raised in a "money and authority first, pleasure and yurself second" as a form of "obey us and give your stuff to us" abuse.
So.
Red glove is ths is a new thing (inside my lifetime) and other guy is this is an old thing (has been around longer than me).
Since its safe now the primary question is, kinda, answered.
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Post by Cyan on May 2, 2021 21:51:26 GMT
So it is clearly a new thing, hmm.
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Post by Cyan on May 2, 2021 21:55:24 GMT
No wait, blue glove won and red was new thing so its an old thing?
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Post by Cyan on May 2, 2021 21:58:46 GMT
So what, "tis in general always safe to go for what you want, you were just convinced that you needed to be, what, doing what you dont like so others will give you stuff, AKA; enslaved."
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Post by Cyan on May 2, 2021 21:59:13 GMT
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Post by Cyan on May 2, 2021 22:01:03 GMT
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Post by Cyan on May 2, 2021 22:21:06 GMT
So as it truly is safe and always has been i must conclude that the "arbeit mach frei" ideology was what was abusing the people in the situation. Untreated trauma was the cause and I have no intention of opening up that bag of worms.
So.
Father wanted to raise hard workers. Mother wanted to raise happy people. They couldnt agree with each other, So brother tried to teach the "hard worker" to which i rebelled to which he responded with the abuse, now that he is an adult he has understood that its, possible, while he maintains his preference for hard work, to do this through pleasure. That has shifted the situation s that while hard work is what that side of the situaton supports they understand that "hunting" someone so that they'll work is "wrong".
This explains the fox being hunted by dogs vision of childhood.
So this also explains the "no reward for A+ grade average and campaining for parliament. Its just not in the nature of "work hard and get money" people TO reward success, they think success should cause you a reward that is tangible. This whole stuation through that turns into abuse, the abuse of "do shit for us" since replacing your search for joy replaces it with what others search for joy and you supporting them. aka. a gellar field through doom 95 with fractals and MKultra style abuse.
So. time to let go of that ex.
First pile. What does the universe think of this thing and how i feel about it.
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