As the heart says that I feel her response starting to form and almost without control over my own body i start to feel sleepy and I fall asleep on the edge of the bed with my head resting on it, when i come to she has her torso up from the bed but the rest of her legs n butt is still in the lying down position. I look at her and am mildly annoyed. I do not like random sleep spells cast on me.
She looks a bit worried about my annoydness and explains that she changed something big quick for herself and the wave of energy from it knocked me out, she thought it better to do quick rather than delay but if it is better for me she could delay it. I decline profusely as health comes first during, especialy a healing.
She asks if we'll continue, i nod, she lies back down on the bed and makes a content oof sound falling back onto it.
I place my hands on her heart again. Scan.
"Hows it now, boss." she says with a smile on her lips
Its like a rose with banana leaves for leafs with a finely butchered piece of red meat as the flower in the middle, it seems meat has found its proper place in you. No pun meant. I laugh.
She also laughs.
I move to her neck area. I place my hands on both sides of her neck while they touch in the middle and am sure not to touch her neck itself as it causes raspy throat and itch to hold it too close, the throat is a very sensitive area. I hold it and scan.
I get a strong sense she doesnt actually trust herself and her being a goddess. I mention this.
"You're right, I doubt myself, even the gods and goddessess do that, i dont doubt im one, i just doubt im a very good one." *shy looks down*
You seem to have this under control, there is little i can say, more light, more experience and you'll either find your wings, or you wont, nothing I can do to replace that need for experience.
"I feel like that too, more time as being a goddess."
I must admit, im not sure if she is many persons alteratingly playing the goddess or one person. Im having a hard time differentiating between some of the things she has either said or implied. It seems she is many people with a single soul. I would call her a single persona based on how she "runs".
We discuss a bit about like and love and truth, nothing i wish to put into words, i conclude there is nothing to do on her throat with just energy and move to her forehead.
Now im going to place my hands on top of your face and I wont touch.
She is quiet and nods in acceptance.
I put my hands there, she immediately exclaims; "so warm, i can feel the heat from them, its such a pleasant heat, like the rib feel i had in my heart, do you know why?"
Never really figured it out i reply.
She sends some images to me and I get a sense of the feel of pork ribs and the taste of meat being the most loving example of energy sent between souls, so that when you feel that energy it is as if the other gives themselves over for you to eat and you get that from either food, or energy transfer like this. I nod and am content to know my energies feel like love from the animal kingdom.
I scan.
good teeth and other health in the face, eyes and similar region, pretty bad tension headaches that feel like they are pushing the jaw from its socket. I mention this.
"Agreed, i do have those."
I have a thing that might help but we'll have to wait until we're at the end of the healing.
I say as i slowly move my hands to her ears.
Any fast movement away from the face when energetically connected usually causes a headache and even with this slow movement i can sense the echo of one building.
Her hearing is definently more acute than humans, perhaps several orders of magnitude better, she also tends to get ear mites like rabbits and small critters like that do. They have corrded her hearing a bit but given her other abilities but it is still extremely accute. the headache seems to be below the ears.
I move my hands to the top of her head.
Her crown chakra is like a giant funnel pushing me back. Its like a fountain vortex, she and i talk a bit in astral with no words being exchanged as she shows how i read thoughts from the crown chakra and how she can alter her field to beam out thoughts, she sends out a loving ring of pink energy towards me which i clearly feel from the crown.
I lift my hands.
It is done for that side and method, i have one more, could you turn on your stomach, with your back facing up.
"Time for the popping thing, i heard it in your thoughts many times, im looking forward to it!"
Yes, indeed, that.
I put my hands on her upper back where the torse turns into the abdomen where the spine can still be cracked with a simple pressure instead of requiring elaborate positions.
I realize it maybe better to start with the lower back first. I ask her to scoot over to the very edge of the bed and face me.
It is hard with my current abilities to keep track of everything that is said, she says she is ready.
I put her top leg in a curve above her bottom leg and i put one of my knees on the curve and another on her shoulder, i ask her to breath calmly, i slowly extend the spine while pressing down on the leg and back on the shoulder, once i start noticing significant resistance i scan for the specific spot that is locked up and push downward while holding the shoulder in place with my arm and slightly pushing it back too, her spine makes a deep sound of a forest crackling with dry twigs under a walkers feet. I slowly let the spine back to normal and lift my handd and leg, i look at her.
"Wow that was something, oooooh, ouch, holy hell, feels like thers water flowing all the way to below my knee, like water, ahhh, that feels so good ive been waiting for that. I would give you a kiss if it didnt make you so uncomfortable!"
I smile warmly, there is still the other side to do I remind her.
She quickly turns over in the bed so I can get to the other side of the lower back. I do the same, this time she fully knows what im going to do so there is an ever so tiny bit of resistance but for the most part its looser than before, the pop is a good solid one with a few minor crackles afterwards.
she laughs, then jumps up and runs for the toilet, i sit patiently waiting, she comes back with her face flushed red and she says:
"That sure cleared the pipes. Oooh, i can hardly walk."
She gets back on the bed and falls down with straight legs onto it and bounces back in the air a little bit.
"The back next?" she says
I say yes and instruct her to put her hands straight on her sides and relax herself, i put my hands where they were before, on the abdomen torso line and i tell her to breath, she breaths calmly and at a point some time after i started holding my hands there i wait for her to exhale fully then i press down with the meaty parts of my palms in a strong calm forceful motion and the spine pops loudly. There is a sense of old half digested meat in the air from the joint. I look at her.
"Aaaahhh, that really hurts like the devil, but that does damn good, water." She says the water towards her reunite that quickly brings her more water, she drinks quite a lot.
I put my hands on the spine, a joint higher. she gulps and starts breathing deep and slow. When on a good exhale i push the joint makes only the tiniest pops, it probably relaxed in the previous one. I keep going up the spine like this until we reach the neck which shouldnt in my feel be pushed like that.
I tell her to lie down and let herself ground for a moment.
"Im well rested now" she says after a few minutes.
I ask her to sit in a chair while i work her neck.
She sits down, i carefully get behind her and place my hands on her neck holding firmly but gently. I rotate it around for a few moments. I spot at least 2, one is a reallllly big one. I gently put one hand on her chin and one on the top of her head, i start slowly turning while pulling the neck back towards the direction opposite the knick. Once the neck starts to tighten up i see if its at the normal range of motion or less, in this case significantly less, i say this may hurt, relax, she mmhs in response and i start to put pressure, i have to put quite a little, i was surprised how little i need to put to it before it popped. It made a deep never opened joint sound, like something you would expect the titanic to make when lifted from the bottom of the ocean and disintegrating in a ball of dust and rust.
I let go and she returns her head to normal position, she gasps a few times, rubs her eyes and gasps again, she asks for water with a shakey hand. After a few moments she is able to say "wow." she repeats that for a few moments and continues to shake visibly.
"I was almost tempted to say where am I, but I retained enough to know stuff like that, that is like my divinity taking a sledgehammer, all kinds of thoughts about how im just a crazy girl pretending came to my mind, i couldnt banish them for a while. For a while I was in the deepst pit of despair, it passed. *shakes head from side to side and up down* But now i get what i was feeling, i was away from my center. now i may have a chance." She moves her jaw around. I let her settle for a moment, i then remind her there is at least one more to go.
She sits down, she got up for a while, she was wandering around a bit aimlessly for a moment. I do the same to the left side, much deeper and requiring much more force but quite easy to release still.
She is immediately back to herself afterwards unlike the right side, she takes a small sip of water and says; "That wasnt nearly as bad, now i know what it was about, it was like getting my brain screwed on straight. That was amazing, is it over now?"
I nod and fall to the edge of the bed, sweat pours down my forehead, armpits and all other places. I breath heavy and feel the world spinning and almost fall over and fall asleep immediately, i try to resist the urge to fall asleep.
"That was... unspeakable... If you want to get some sleep now I could tuck you in, no need to stay awake, for "Manly" reasons, you can roll over and start snoring."
I blink and shake my hand, perhaps something more comfortable but no sleep yet.
"that was a gentle que from me that I need to think for myself for a while and it seems good to end here, i need to... something... ill let you know..."
Okay, ill end this here, it was an absolute pleasure to have you here, i hope you can find a spot to sleep in.