Anthro3 I call the Sacred Sacrament.
It is a holy anthro substance.
I don't know how it feels to a pure anthro,
but I am becoming one.
It gives me the feeling of independence.
There is an assurance in the heart.
It is not lovey-dovey. It is strong and certain.
I feel whole and complete onto my self.
This is a paradoxical substance, because
on it you are on a path of seeking unity,
but it helps you feel complete and independent all to your own.
Not like feeling like someone else.
But on a path to becoming that which you want to be (in my case an anthro).
I am getting a lump in my throat because I am so moved
by how it makes me feel. I feel resolute.
A little bit of crown activity. A definite feeling of belonging.
More connected than Anthro2, but still not a feeling of being one.
Well there is the little feeling of oneness, but not like as if I was them.
But this is helping me to become this anthro that I want to be.
I call this Anthro Sacred Sacrament (or A.S.S.) because anthro
tailhole is the holy of holies to me. Their tailhole stimulates my heart and sexual chakras.
It also gave me the ability briefly to get a smell of this anthro's tailhole,
which has been like a lifelong dream.
But this holy substance doesn't stimulate me sexually really. Though when I think
about it, it is balanced sexual/love.
Actually I would call it The Becoming. Because it's all about helping me to become
this anthro version of myself.
It gets even more interesting. While keeping the energy of Becoming, I fell asleep. When I heard a popping sound that wasn't really there.
When it snapped me awake, I felt like I was 1/2 way to enlightenment. But then it went away. It was really interesting. It was a powerful moment.
I'm keeping it on, and feel it coming into my crown chakra. It might have a hallucinogenic trait, but I don't experience that with the energy.
I think because of my 3rd eye blockage.
It feels like the non-fickle, non-emotional love of the Great Central Sun.