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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 17, 2019 4:33:15 GMT
My ideal anthro is yellow, and looks like a cross between Tails from Sonic and Swiper fox from Dora the Explorer. He has more the energy of Tails, not Swiper, but looks closer to Swiper. He's basically a yellow realistic anthro fox. I'm going to have an artist draw him later when I can fine tune the details. He has only one tail. Swiper on the left, Tails on the right. Take Swiper's appearance (minus the fabrics), and Tails' personality and color. And he has anthro paws kind of like this:
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 17, 2019 12:38:43 GMT
I asked what he needs from me, and got Coconut Telegraph from Jimmy Buffet. So he's all about communication, whereas the last anthro was about raw love/lust.
I keep getting songs about communication from my ideal anthro. I got a lot of love songs from Ray Phum Wa.
When I ask what I can tell my ideal anthro, I got my CenterPointe Holosync meditation audio that I've listened to.
I have a feeling that this audio selection came from a higher source like his logos rather than him directly,
because is so synchronous. It's a meditation audio.
So I learned that he doesn't just need words. We can communicate through feelings and sending love as well. And he likes me to share my meditations with him, though he isn't in them all the time, because that would be tiresome as well.
It also was a relief because he wants me to feel peace, and share that peace with him. Not just words all the time which can burn me out.
He's not comfortable letting me read him yet, though he likes to read me or at least feel what I send him.
But he is comfortable letting me read what he sends me.
There's some anxiety in there, but not much. He's fairly confident, but could be moreso. This is what he's sending me. He has a degree of peace, but my peace is more substantial, and therefore he is learning from it. He is a bit confused as to his place. He really wants to be loved and doesn't feel like he's been getting that from his society. Though his mother gave him some love, and he's grateful for that. He's confident enough to say to me "don't worry, you won't break me." in response to me being worried that I would hurt his heart unintentionally.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 17, 2019 13:01:46 GMT
He seems to have a tender heart like Mouse from the Matrix.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 17, 2019 13:10:36 GMT
What can I sing to him, my anthro love, the one I want to get to know?
The Monkeys theme.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 17, 2019 13:16:57 GMT
Ideal Anthro, are you ok with me?
Don't Pass Me By by the Beatles
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 17, 2019 14:47:03 GMT
I wanted a love song to describe us, and got A Groovy Kind of Love by Phil Collins. It's much more mellow than the passionate songs I got from Ray Phum Wa.
So our connection is better than I thought it would be, though we're still moving slow.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 17, 2019 16:03:21 GMT
He needs to be held and nurtured rather than just love. So I'm sending him nurturing energy. I think he's a little broken in spirit or in heart (not sure), so I am doing my best to help.
I'm asking the angels to help me nurture him.
Cyan, who's the best angel for nurturing?
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 17, 2019 16:21:26 GMT
I realize I was resisting his field. I'm going to let him in.
He's strongly reaching out to me. But he's not dense like the star I felt from Ray Phum Wa. It's still a little dense though. I don't think as dense as my field though. He feels lighter.
I don't direct lust toward him. When I need to satisfy myself I use other anthros. I direct love and nurturing toward him. In time it may get sexual. But if we just end up friends, I'm all for that. It would be sweet awesome to even have an anthro friend. But I'm counting on more, though not expecting that. Whatever happens happens.
I'm going to focus on him being normal and healthy.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 17, 2019 19:12:44 GMT
Since I've allowed his energy in, I am now just feeling his love for me. It is a lovey-dovey feeling, and I really enjoy it. Glad to know he really cares and it's not just the music flights that tell me.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 17, 2019 19:18:05 GMT
I have 3,134 songs in my mp3 player. When I shuffle it makes a pretty good music flight.
How is my ideal anthro doing now?
Garth Brooks Mom (Man against machine).
It's a soft easy song.
"Why can't I just stay here with you."
"There's somebody special waiting for you."
"You'll never have a better friend."
"Lovin' angel tender."
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 17, 2019 19:23:23 GMT
What does my spirit guide want to tell me?
Eclipse by Pink Floyd
"All that you taste." "All that you feel."
Am I doing well with my ideal anthro?
Gerdundula by Status Quo.
He feels that he just can't find love. That women or men pass him by. Or maybe that's me feeling that.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 17, 2019 19:38:21 GMT
Turned on SiriusXM online on the Escape channel, and it came up with the song:
Every woman in the world.
So it's like he's every guy to me. That's heartwarming.
Then played Heart of Gold.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 17, 2019 19:47:49 GMT
I also get songs about mother from him.
I asked him to share a song which represents him, and got Mother's Song by Suzanne Clani.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 17, 2019 20:36:22 GMT
This song made me cry a little thinking about the love I'm starting to feel. It's hard to get over my ex boyfriend because I feel remorse.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 17, 2019 21:51:07 GMT
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