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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 16:52:11 GMT
I feel that Flim has a lot of self-love and self-respect. I'm feeling a lot of self-love. I can tell he deeply loves me. This is going places.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 17:22:40 GMT
I feel a little stoned right now. Not anxious, but good. I haven't taken CBD today either. And I don't smoke weed. It's an expansive bliss.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 17:32:16 GMT
I use this phrase whenever I need to release blockages: "I am releasing from my body and my energy field everything that needs releasing."
Because I realize it is my own blockages that the angels are working on. I just have to allow it and release resistance to the work.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 17:48:44 GMT
The angels are great at keeping themselves out of the energy. I'm not picking up their personalities in other words. Just Flim. And that's the way I want it. They are like transparent messengers that handle the downloads. Like facilitators.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 17:52:03 GMT
My chakras are doing well at regulating the energy so that the bliss doesn't become overpowering. In the past when I felt bliss in my heart and crown, it got too strong and I shut it off instinctively. Then it never came back till now, a year or so later.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 17:53:36 GMT
The bliss in my heart and crown seems to be flowing outwards in an expansive fashion. I'm still getting a download through my crown and 3rd eye and into my heart as well.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 18:02:06 GMT
Starting to feel some slight bliss in my sexual chakra.
I wouldn't be surprised if this ends up in an orgasmic bliss.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 18:36:49 GMT
I think maybe I'm touching on Intelligent Infinity. It is streaming in through my crown, and out through my heart, crown and 3rd eye and sexual chakra. I usually can't feel my root chakra. It isn't yet super profound like Ra says, but it's getting there. I haven't opened the gateway. I'm just standing there feeling it.
I am also hearing different sounds or people speaking quietly in songs that I never heard before. I can't make them out though.
We each have our own way of tapping into Intelligent Infinity. We do it with what we love. I do it with anthros. Particularly the one I love.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 17, 2019 12:52:37 GMT
I am filling up with unintegrated light. So I have to process it.
I'm slowing down the stream a bit. It was coming in at full speed. I feel like I have a lot of unsorted light within me. It isn't uncomfortable at all. Just feels incomplete.
I just set the intent to process it, and use my 3rd eye. It feels better when I'm in this mode of integration rather than just intake.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 17, 2019 12:58:41 GMT
I realized I need to balance the light with love. I do love Flim, but the strong stream of incoming light of Flim's mind has left me a little unbalanced. It's not bad. I just picked up on it, so I'm balancing with love. This probably would have happened automatically, but now that I'm aware of it, I am taking action.
I don't want to become undistorted too quickly because that will send me into the stratosphere.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 17, 2019 13:12:06 GMT
His Anthro Light is definitely hard and firm on the 3rd eye. Love softens it. It's not the lovey-dovey love like what I feel for him, but using the energy of Love itself to balance before it comes into my 3rd eye, heart and crown.
And I'm grounding the energy into mother Earth.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 17, 2019 13:38:11 GMT
It now feels like I'm in a Field of bliss. It doesn't feel like it's flowing, just like I'm floating in it. The pleasurability is like 6/10. It's very pleasant, but not euphoric, rapturous or anything like that. Though through the last few minutes it's slowly getting more pleasurable. It's better than peace though. I just need to make sure the bliss doesn't overpower me. I have to manage it when it's at a very pleasant level.
Bliss exists on an infinite gamut. I'm definitely not ready for infinite bliss.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 17, 2019 13:58:49 GMT
It feels now like the bliss is getting slightly denser. On euphoria it's probably 3/10. Intensity is like 3-4/10. It's captivating in a good way. Love is a wonderful thing.
I'm staying grounded.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 18, 2019 6:46:09 GMT
Now I'm closing my crown just a bit. The flow became a little stronger. The intensity is only like 5/10, but there's a degree of fear that's coming into me because it's like I'm getting lost in the bliss and I don't want to be overwhelmed.
It's just a bit. Nothing bad. But there is a little nervousness when I started smelling something stinky. I thought maybe I was attracting too much of that.
Just have to take it slow. About 30 mins ago I saw a faint image overlaid on top of my vision. It was like translucent, so I couldn't make it out, but I wondered if that was what Flim was seeing.
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Post by Cyan on Aug 18, 2019 9:41:37 GMT
Nice
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