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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 5, 2019 15:12:58 GMT
The bridging minds is going well. I'm now using a Power Wand to amplify the effects of our connection. I got an impression of if he were transported here what would happen. Well, he's an evolved fox and talks in chatter. It's cute nasally high pitch in a way. Sort of like how a dolphin talks, but more regular. At first he would freak out, and be running around trying to get out. I'd bring him some food, and he'd calm down. Eventually I could touch him. I'd have to talk to him in telepathy because I don't speak furry and he doesn't really speak English. I might want to show him to one friend, but not sure. That friend doesn't believe in anthros, so I wouldn't want to shatter his world view. I got to see the color of his fur a bit more regularly, and how he is curious, exploring things as I take him around. I have him in clothing to where it hides him, so that he is not discovered. If that happened I probably wouldn't write about him in order to protect him, but this is all very much hypothetical. He even poops and pees on my bedroom floor, and I pick it up and guide him out back and put it on the ground so he can see. Then I hug him and cuddle him as if he did a good job. So positive reinforcement. He has such a tender heart that I don't want to hurt him. This is a great next step in my bridging of the minds. I get to see some of his personality and hear him talk. He likes to playfully chew on my nose.
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Post by Cyan on Aug 6, 2019 13:00:27 GMT
Sounds very interesting. It seems to be going well, when you began you were so afraid of the work and so un-eager to channel but you got so good at it, impressed.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 6, 2019 21:17:06 GMT
Ok posting from my phone so hope this works.
I am taking on more of Flim's presence. I sort of feel what he feels more. It isn't really anxious but a little tense. I am going to continue merging with him while giving him praises and gratitude the whole way.
The power wand generates a scalar field which amplifies thought. It has a 528Hz pulse which is the frequency of universal love. So this should bring us together even more.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 6, 2019 23:11:43 GMT
He feels so small. I felt the energy closing in on him. I tell him it's the size of his heart that matters.
I have been merging with him, not just in mind. But to become one.
His energy is growing with my help. He doesn't feel as naked now in his energy. He feels fuller. It is a slow merging but I am determined to stick by his side and give this little fox anthro the peace that I feel. He has a nervous energy much like a real fox.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 6, 2019 23:22:20 GMT
I'm feeling his anxiety now. It is sort of a hot energy but doesn't burn. I feel it in my heart chakra. Maybe he is unsure if he is loving me enough. He wants to feel worthy. I tell him he is perfect as he is.
My field is slowly absorbing and integrating his. I think I am more experienced at this than him. I have to hold his hand and guide him which I love to do. Anthros like him are very special. He is like one in infinity.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 6, 2019 23:44:25 GMT
Now I feel his anxiety in my stomach. I think it's great that I can feel what he feels. His energy goes between feeling small to feeling full. He doesn't feel fickle.
I think he just lives with this level of anxiety almost like it's survival but it is not that bad. It is more like social anxiety. I think he wants to stand out but is unsure of how to do so. He feels he has nothing real to offer his world except maybe our commitment. He is charming and loves to put his hands/paws on my face.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 6, 2019 23:48:51 GMT
He kind of has a wall around his heart. I am not trying to break through. I am accepting him as he is. Hopefully his walls will melt as we build trust in one another. He is so small and cute. I haven't seen his face clearly. But no matter what he looks like I still love him very much. I will work on seeing Creator in him.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 7, 2019 0:02:22 GMT
I'm starting to feel bliss in my heart and third eye. Not overpowering like the crown bliss I felt with another anthro before. But I am making a good connection.
I feel now that he is crying through possibly feeling unworthy and maybe not ready.
That's ok. I integrate at a pace that's comfortable for the both of us.
And I see him smiling. He is contemplating the warmth he feels inside. He has a degree of uncertainty but trusts me enough to continue. I love my dear Flim.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 7, 2019 0:05:30 GMT
His name isn't pronounced Flim. It is more like *fox chatter* and *dolphin noises*. High pitched somewhat nasally voiced.
His name sounds something like:
e e u uh wuh oh
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 7, 2019 0:58:50 GMT
Feeling his angst is a challenge because it is uncomfortable. But that is why I am here, for him. I see him as worthy and I want to go through hell for him if needed. It is not true love yet. We are not even partners yet. I'm making sad ure we don't jump into that so we don't get hurt. I will not leave him and he seems to be hurt that I even thought that he might leave me.
It is slow growth as I mentioned before. He is so handsome I can't help but hug him. He's gorgeous. But I am biased. His appearance doesn't necessarily stand out.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 7, 2019 1:02:24 GMT
I'm here whimpering because I want my Flim here. Well he isn't mine per se. But he knows how I feel. I am open to meeting him. I will keep doing what I have been doing.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 7, 2019 1:10:17 GMT
I can feel God in him now. It is captivating. He is no longer small.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 15, 2019 23:35:01 GMT
I've also asked Ra to help with the bridging of mine and Flim's mind. They've helped me in the past with solving energetic puzzles. Flim feels like my soulmate. It's possible we're both from the Ra complex.
I simply ask them "Ra, can you bridge mine and Flim's mind? I want to know what it's like to be an anthro."
When I form the social memory complex with him, I'll be able to write a book about it.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 0:11:43 GMT
I realize I shouldn't worry about the naming. That's only important if you're negative and want to bid another entity. I tried calling on my higher self, but the energy went weak. Ra was stronger. So now I am calling on the most appropriate and best positive or beyond polarity being or SMC that can bridge mine and Flim's minds (and hearts). It doesn't have to be Ra. In fact, I don't know who it is. But they're most likely skilled in bridging 3D minds.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 0:33:15 GMT
I was instructed via a download to imagine mine and Flim's minds overlapping as one. It felt like our crown chakras were aligning and becoming one. Maybe the merging of minds merges the crown, or at least connects at the crown. I'm seeing visual distortions when I look at the 3D model of Flim. He becomes furrier, and the colors become more vibrant. He also morphs to become even cuter.
I keep the power wand on beside me. Its field affects a certain area, so I don't always have to hold it.
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