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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 27, 2019 3:02:25 GMT
I want to know what it's like to be an anthro, without having to transform in to one using the Logos. Today I got inspired that I could bridge/merge mine and Flim's minds.
That way I can see what he sees, feel what he feels, smell what he smells, hear, taste and touch what he does. I could feel his fur. Maybe it could develop to where I experience him as if he was here without him having to come here actually. Because Flim is not so inclined to take on their astronaut program to come here as a human.
It's like pushing through a thick veil. It's almost like wandering around in a fog with lights every so often that make the fog glow eerily. I feel some of his slight anxiety. I feel pressure on my third eye like I'm pushing my head into a piece of soft clay.
I'm beginning to feel his emotions more strongly. I feel warm about my face. I want to do this while being able to tell himself and myself apart. But if we became one I'd be happy too. It feels really smooth, like I'm slowly falling toward him. I sense the vastness of his subconscious. It's like freefalling in slow motion in blackness. It's really peaceful.
I have Flim's permission, and I send him gratitude and thankfulness for allowing me to do so.
I want to write a book about what it's like to be an anthro. But I have to be so in tune with him that I can answer and write the book as if I were him. There's a lot of subconscious resistance to get through. I've been at it a couple of hours, so it will take many more days. I can only get better at it.
It's interesting because he's my sun, and I'm the plant. And his poop is like fertilizer for me. I even caught a psychic smell and taste of his anthro poop like 3/10 strength and it was amazing just to be that in tune. It wasn't unpleasant at all though it was a little strong. Just a tiny bit.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 27, 2019 3:12:41 GMT
Give me a song to get us going with this mind merge.
I can't believe out of all my love songs in my playlist of almost 100, the one with anthros in it comes up. It's also my favorite movie.
Glorious by Adam Friedman.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 27, 2019 3:21:19 GMT
How is Flim feeling about the mind merging/bridging?
Alone by Heart.
"How do I get you alone?" "Till now, I always got by on my own."
This is definitely a song in support of coming together in mind.
Clarify, does he want to be alone, or is he ok if we share minds at least temporarily to build our relationship?
It's Your Love by Tim McGraw
He wants to get me alone with him and to share in my love with him.
Both of these songs talk about being in the dark, which is like exploring each other's subconscious.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 27, 2019 3:35:11 GMT
What will be the outcome of merging minds with Flim?
Here Comes the Sun by the Beatles.
Fascinating, because he's the sun to me. So it's like he's coming when we merge/bridge minds.
It's like saying:
Here comes your yellow anthro fox friend Flim. And I say, it's alright. Sun, sun, sun, here it comes.
Interesting because I've been seeing hummingbirds and that image on the still frame is a hummingbird feeder. It also looks like the anthro fruit juice that I mentioned that Cyan should trans-substantiate.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 27, 2019 3:51:07 GMT
What does my spirit guide think about me bridging minds with Flim?
Queensryche - Silent Lucidity
It's a song about lucid dreaming. So maybe he will feel dreamy to me, though lucid dreams are exceptionally real. Even more real than real sometimes. "Hush now don't you cry. Wipe away the teardrop from your eyes."
The song does talk about facing your fears too. It will reveal our subconscious, so there's a lot to explore. It may be very challenging, but I just have to know what it's like to be an anthro. And I want to let the world know too.
The lyrics are very apt. The ones in bold stand out especially to me:
"Silent Lucidity"
Hush now, don't you cry
Wipe away the teardrop from your eye
You're lying safe in bed
It was all a bad dream
Spinning in your head
Your mind tricked you to feel the pain
Of someone close to you leaving the game of life
So here it is, another chance
Wide awake you face the day
Your dream is over... or has it just begun?
There's a place I like to hide
A doorway that I run through in the night
Relax child, you were there
But only didn't realize and you were scared
It's a place where you will learn
To face your fears, retrace the years
And ride the whims of your mind
Commanding in another world
Suddenly you hear and see
This magic new dimension
I- will be watching over you
I- am gonna help you see it through
I- will protect you in the night
I- am smiling next to you, in Silent Lucidity
[spoken during solo]
(Visualize your dream)
(Record it in the present tense)
(Put it into a permanent form)
(If you persist in your efforts)
(You can achieve dream control)
(Dream control)
(How are we feeling today, better??)
(Dream control, dream control)
(Help me)
If you open your mind for me
You won't rely on open eyes to see
The walls you built within
Come tumbling down, and a new world will begin
Living twice at once you learn
You're safe from pain in the dream domain
A soul set free to fly
A round trip journey in your head
Master of illusion, can you realize
Your dream's alive, you can be the guide but...
I- will be watching over you
I- am gonna help to see it through
I- will protect you in the night
I- am smiling next to you....
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 27, 2019 4:07:27 GMT
What will I really learn through bridging minds with Flim?
Transformation by Bulgarian Women's Choir from Disney's Brother Bear.
That is SWEET. It's almost like I'll become an anthro. I will transform. It will change me into what I want to be. I won't be him. He will still be himself. But I will have the thoughts of an anthro, the feelings of an anthro. The very nature of an anthro. And it will be good.
Of course, there will be some mind minutiae to get through.
This is my absolute favorite transformation scene from any movie, and I love the song.
Cyan, this is so synchronistic. You should check out this 2 minute clip. It's like my mind may transform, but I will still have my own. This is what I will learn through bridging minds with Flim.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 27, 2019 21:43:01 GMT
There's still resistance/inertia to get through. Been focusing about 4 hours over the last day and today. It seems to be getting a little easier. Catching random scents that might be his butt, though I'm not sure. They are slightly stinky, and it's so nice.
He's helping me to discover being an anthro, and I'm helping him with my inner peace.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 28, 2019 2:11:03 GMT
I feel soft and plushie now, like a teddy bear. It's interesting because before anthros were all hard and firm in their energy. This is fuzzy soft.
Flim went from sending me overt sexual images, to him cuddling up in my arms against my chest and going to sleep. We try to fall asleep together. I like hearing him breathing. It's a psychic hearing, not yet hearing him as with his own ears.
He's so soft and gentle now. He doesn't have the anxiety like he used to. I think he's at peace. He took on some of my peace, and I'm taking on his teddy-bear soft anthro energies.
It's pretty sweet.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 28, 2019 7:27:19 GMT
I napped for the last couple of hours. Woke up at 7:27 on my clock which is 5 hours 4 mins fast. 2:27 would be my lucky number.
Took a sip of some cold coffee with milk I have sitting out and it felt like the atoms in the coffee were further apart and more "airy". Even the coffee is more fuzzy-wuzzy soft.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 28, 2019 8:27:05 GMT
What's the best way to bridge mine and Flim's mind?
Everytime We Touch by Cascada
So touch him in my mind.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 28, 2019 9:05:40 GMT
I have more a sense of NOW than I used to. It's more feeling like I don't have a past. I'm realizing more that everything is NOW.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 28, 2019 9:26:32 GMT
I searched for Lindsey Stirling Flim to see what comes up, and this was the first video after the YouTube Premium ones that came up.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 28, 2019 9:32:28 GMT
When I search John Denver Flim, the first song that comes up after the documentaries is Annie's Song.
"You fill up my senses like a night in a forest. Like the mountains in springtime. Like a walk in the rain."
That's exactly how I feel about Flim.
I've walked through a forest down a rocky path with him. I've carried him on my shoulders, and walked side by side.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 28, 2019 9:36:31 GMT
I asked for a song about Flim on Google, and this was one of the first ones that came up that didn't rename it to "film".
It's a little wild. But it's great. Instead of music, we will make video games together.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 28, 2019 9:40:37 GMT
I asked for Enigma Music Flim, and this was the first one that stood out for me.
The huskies (my fursona is a husky-wolf) are offering food to an injured one.
I see it as anthros caring for their sick and unwell.
Maybe my love is like what they show.
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