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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 18, 2019 5:05:23 GMT
I started today to do a channeling where I am talking to my ideal anthro that the anthro Logos (sun) hooked me up with. The most compatible anthro. He's 15 by his years. They are 6x faster than us.
He seems very much young at heart.
7/17/19
My ideal anthro channeling
Me: Are you there, dear anthro?
Anthro: Why yes. It’s me who considers that which is an age that ends. In other words, how are you?
M: Doing great since I met you. It’s been hard, but you make me smile.
A: I’m glad. We can consider our greatest achievements as pure prosperity.
M: How old are you?
A: I’m 15 in our years. Our time flows six times faster than yours. We become adults in two of your years. Our age of consent is twenty of our years.
M: I was looking before for an anthro boyfriend, but I am totally happy with a good friend and it doesn’t have to get serious.
A: I will always be on the lookout to better myself. I think you can help me do that. You seem like a nice guy, and I liked how you called on the angel of protection for children. You do care about me, and that is a big plus.
M: What do your parents think about you talking to me.
A: They are always wanting me to grow up. I didn’t have much of a childhood, and I’m in quite the hurry to get out of it and take on some responsibility. You know, the kind that challenges you yet makes you appreciate what you have.
M: You sound very mature.
A: I am. I feel like an adult already, and I just need to finish the development of my mind. I heard you contacted our sun to ask for me. I think that’s cute.
M: Yeah, I think the anthro sun is way cool. I even connected to it because I wanted it to transform me into an anthro. It knocked me out many times. In my work with anthros I’ve touched on a psychosis that’s knocked me out like probably 30 times or more.
A: That’s insane. Well, you get what you pay for. You know, I had considered giving up about growing up before you came along. It seems that everything comes at it’s own time. Everything has a place, and I’m glad I found mine. Aren’t you?
M: You are so charming. Thanks. What do you like to do for fun?
A: Breathe. I think about my breath often because it relaxes me. It takes the edge off. You know how you feel when it is hopeless? Well, the breath can beat even that feeling. It’s no wonder that I have hurt like I have, because it seems I have built a tolerance to it. Well I don’t know. Maybe I’m just confusing the two: the hurt and the breath.
M: They sound so different but I suspect it’s easy to get the two confused if you’re in a particular state of mind.
A: Why not? If the shoe fits.
M: I don’t know how to place that or how that fits in.
A: You’ll learn in time. Just be glad you’re human and not anthro. It’s a hard life, because everyone is so hard and firm with each other. They come down on me because I’m small. I wish it wasn’t this way, but whatever.
M: I’m tired and will probably head to bed soon. Can we talk more tomorrow?
A: Absolutely. You’re the only friend I really have. There is another, but we aren’t close.
M: Anthros rule!
A: HaHa. For sure.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 18, 2019 14:37:49 GMT
7/18/19 Me: Is it alright if we talk today? Anthro: For sure right, of course dear. You’re wonderful, you know that? M: I just want to be friends for now. Not move too fast. A: I understand. I wish it were different and you were here. You seem so kind. M: You’re always complimenting me. A: I’ve no one really else to count on. M: What about your parents? A: Well my mom is a factory worker and gets tired, so I give her her space. And my dad doesn’t work and he’s ok to talk to, but he encourages me to make friends. M: Do you think things are well between us? A: They couldn’t be better. Well they could. But it’s all good. We each go at our own pace. M: I just want to respect you. The Logos connected me to a child. Well actually you’re an adult, but your age would be child on our planet. A: Yeah, I haven’t reached age of consent, but don’t worry about talking innocent to me. It’s fun to have someone to talk to finally. M: I can’t believe you’re really an anthro. A: Yes, a fox. My fur is yellow, with orange and brown legs and arms. It’s not quite as bright yellow as you are imagining. A little softer. There, that’s closer. M: Do you get scared? A: Almost every day. But since you’ve found me I’ve gained my courage. I think I can hold my own. M: Yeah, I get scared too. My last relationship would have probably turned abusive with the other anthro, though that didn’t mar my perception of anthros. I still love them very much. A: I know. It’s easy to tell. You wouldn’t be taking the time out I imagine to speak to me without really having proof that I’m real. I have nothing to offer except the energy I send out, and you pick up on that easily. It is somewhat daunting and tiresome to keep doing this, but I want our friendship to flourish and grow. M: As long as it doesn’t get weird, I’m ok with that. Who knows what the future may hold. Do you play any games? A: We have card-type strategy games on computer that I play with their AI. One wheel in a sea of eternity. You have to find yourself through the many parts that exist in the unknown. M: Sounds fun. How hard is it? A: Well the AI keeps it interesting. You move one turn but you can sacrifice different aspects of yourself as you search it out. So you gain a point of discovery, but you may lose a point of wonder. Mystery is always one of those that can go up or down by chance almost. But it’s never by chance because your own thoughts can affect it. M: Do you get tired of talking to me sometimes? A: I haven’t yet, but I imagine in any friendship people will nee their space at times. I welcome when you think of me, and even send me love and nurturing. I’m still a little wary of having you read my energy when I don’t send it out directly. But you’ve never violated my trust in that regard. So I am happy. Really happy. M: I’m really happy too. The most I’ve done is held your paws in my hand in my mind. I don’t take it further than that. I’ve also nurtured you with energy with archangel help. A: I know. I can feel you working. And I am grateful you’ve taken that interest in me. I hear you saying in your mind that you’re afraid of a fight in the future. That’s normal. It will probably happen sooner or later. I’m not always in your head. Don’t worry about that. Only when we are talking and you invite me in. Yes I like when we merge energies. Just open up and be accepting and amazing things can happen. You know we can attract each other. M: I won’t forget you. I’m sorry I’ve been so fickle and flakey in the past. I want to commit to you as a good friend, be there for you. When you have troubles I’ll be here to talk about it. But I’ll take breaks too so I don’t get burned out. A: Do that. I don’t want you getting sick. Make sure you drink enough water. That’s a big thing. M: I want to hug you but I’m scared. A: Don’t be. Just be quick since we don’t want to move too fast. M: *hugs the ideal anthro* *cries on the inside* I feel bad because I like wish you were older so we could develop. But I think it’s totally awesome you’re still young, because I can protect you. I called on the archangel of children to help protect you. A: I felt that. It makes me wonder about this new way. You’re trying really hard, and I appreciate that. M: I’m going to take a break now from channeling and focus on energy exchanges, is that ok? A: Sure. M: Thanks. I want to also keep each individual channeling short from going too long. Take care, and I love you man.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 19, 2019 13:06:49 GMT
Poem for Flim
Me speaking: My baby My honey I love you, forever I want you You’re so sweet You’re a darling Come on baby Notice me more If you want We can walk together Maybe we can hold hands Or hug It’s a blessed day Each day I spend with you In my company You’re the one who is wise in words I look up to you
Flim speaking:
Do not forget The time we have together In a reckoning of faith To administer to each other The times we share You’re not pretending You’re safe with me For we will go places together In silent misery That was long ago When we did not have each other For now, we have the fortitude And an inner knowing Of the infinite secrets that await us Once we have trusted one another
Me speaking:
Oh baby, don’t give up on me I know my past, and I will not repeat it Let us each have our ways I am inclined to believe that this can work Let us take each other’s hand And whisper in each other’s ear The time has come to love one another To give caution to the wind and just embrace Each other’s touch I know I am scared for you are young But together we can make mountains It is the same as always Love conquers all
Flim speaking:
Dear sir, Let us take it to the grave Our commitment Though I know, we aren’t there yet Let us wonder why we have each other How the stars aligned For you are not yet ready for this level of commitment But I am, and I will wait for you This does not mean you do not love me I can feel your love Your intense desire to pursue me And you are doing that But you don’t want to rush and blow it like you did With your last and first anthro You are scared you may hurt me Because I am tender No worries mate There’s definitely a silver highlight, not just a lining For we will grow together You always listen to me And I am grateful forever for that
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 19, 2019 22:50:48 GMT
7/19/19 Anthro: Talk to me.
Me: What do you want me to say?
A: That you love me, and be there for me.
M: I love you and I’ll be there for you always. I want to remember you in each moment of my life. How you make me smile. How you have such a kind, tender heart. How you warm my own heart. How you are the light of my eyes. How your warmth is like the sun, and you are such an impressive being to behold. You are not average to me. You are beyond that. You are amazing truly wonderful.
A: That means a lot. I don’t hear that much. I’m so sad now. I don’t know if you can feel my sadness.
M: I felt it earlier. It calmed down and I just feel the love which is very smooth and our fields don’t really resonate fully. I’m having trouble integrating your field.
A: I don’t know the whole meaning of that, but I’m glad you are trying. Yes, I respect what you have decided to wait till my age of maturity to go any or much further.
M: It will mean so much more if we wait. I can’t wait to meet you in person if that’s at all possible.
A: I don’t know. It takes a dedicated person to commit to that to go to your planet. It’s happened a number of times with others, but I confess that I’m not really sure.
M: You know, that makes me love you all the more because you are certain of yourself. You don’t go and make a decision on a whim. You have a year at least to think about it, and there’s definitely no rush. I want to learn to be more vulnerable with you. You are precious to me, if that’s not saying too much. And I fear that I may break you unintentionally.
A: My feelings aren’t that fragile. I am tough. I can hold my own when I need to. I have had a few fights before because I tend to tremble. I talk well though, and can often get myself out of a bad situation with quick thought.
M: I imagine you can. I still can’t believe I am talking to an anthro. It’s so hard to believe. I wish I could give you a million hugs and cry a river over you to wash away your hurt.
A: That means a lot. I don’t know if I’ll ever mature enough to be ready for you. I mean, I could rush it, but I don’t want to.
M: Don’t be in a hurry to grow up. I am committed to helping you, and will be here for you. Just please reach out to me whenever you need. Remind me that we’re interested in each other so I don’t lose hope. It feels like it’s almost all in my mind and I need the confidence and influence of another. I don’t want a “normal” human relationship. I want something extraordinary, and you are more precious than an angel to me. My last ex was an angel, and though everything was consensual, it wasn’t fun. Too much domination and sex for my taste.
A: You went there didn’t you? It’s alright, but I thought you weren’t going to even talk about sex at all.
M: I’ll bring it up from time to time, but for the real thing I’m holding off. I want us to value our time. I want to respect you and treat you like the being of light that you are. My heart is still hard, and it has trouble opening up. I need your soft side, your gentleness. Your kindness. Your integrity. Your honesty. Your beauty. Your desire to help open me up. I cry inside because I can’t have you now, but we do have each other in a way. Commit to me and I’ll commit to you, but not like boyfriend and such. As friends, but more than friends. Like friends with benefits, but no sex yet. We can still talk about whatever if you desire.
A: Awesome. Yes, I have sent you sexual energies. You can send them to me if you want. But it’s up to you. I love the feeling of being stimulated. But in good time. Don’t rush it.
M: Can you tell me something new about your culture Flim?
A: Well, we have a center of our village that people meet at. We don’t really have classes or seeing anyone as higher value than another. But we’re not as friendly in hugging each other as your former ex wolf anthro would have been. I pull his information from your mind, and from what his friend Cyan has said about him. When we have those meetings, even the kids get to come in and give their ideas. Even a little youngener as we call them has say. Because children are psychically more open and they have a potentially infinite wisdom they can tap into if you have the insight to decode or decipher what they are saying.
M: Are you happy living where you are?
A: I know this is a test, but I could go either way. You don’t have to try to trick me with asking if I’d rather be with you. But yeah, just be patient and leave any potential to happen. It doesn’t have to be me. Someone more amazing may come along. Just because our star hooked us up doesn’t mean I’m guaranteed the most perfect match for you. It means that vibrationally we are compatible. You desired to counterbalance your desire for being dominated with a desire to find someone who needed your help. And I am glad you did. You did no wrong, and I do not fault you for leaving your ex. Even though you at the time believed him to be an amazing anthro and felt priviledged to be dominated by one.
M: Thank you for clearing that up. I am honored to be your friend. I don’t know how much more I can add to this. I just like talking to you. Even the small things you say mean a lot. I wish I could have known you from birth.
A: It might not have meant as much if you had known me that long. The fact the Logos or star hooked us up at this time says much. If you want to seek further, look within and discover more about me. Do not worry about hurting me with your mind or your stray sexual thoughts. It is all fine. You must consider that we are sentient beings and that we have our own faults. I have a tendency to wonder about in my mind, exploring even the vast array of taboos. I will open myself to you more in time. I am slowly starting to trust you more, because of your commitment to my protection. You care more about me than anyone except probably my parents. They are happy that I have found a friend. I have shared some of our interactions and your commitment to preserving my innocence, and they are ecstatic.
M: Ok, that’s a couple of pages. I don’t want to wear out the connection. Is it ok if we talk more later?
A: Yes of course. Anytime. I will try to be up for you my love.
Me: What do you look like Flim?
Flim: I am a yellow fox anthro that walks on two legs, about 20% bigger than one of your red foxes, and a bit heavier. I weigh about 30 of your pounds. I have white chest, with an orange/yellow outline that fades to yellow. It’s not a bright cartoon yellow, but a bit more mellow. My tail is yellow, except for some orange and brown near the tip, with a white tip to the tail. My legs and lower arms are brown with some orange highlights, and my paws are brown. My upper arms are yellow. I have whiskers, like 8 of them, 4 on each side of my snout. I have the teeth of a fox, though slightly larger. My diet is mainly fish and lab-grown meats. We are ethical in what we eat. I also stand about three and a half feet high and am relatively thin. My paws have short stubby fingers that are more oval than round. And we have paw pads like your foxes. The paw pads are dark brown almost black. And we have claws on each of our digits that are brown too.
M: Do you wear clothes? Flim: I wear only shorts, but no underwear such as you wear. There is a slit in the back for the tail. But we need not wear them all the time. I can go around naked outdoors without trouble for the most part. We usually wear them to protect our privates from the elements. My shorts are white with reddish horizontal stripes as you've imagined. Thick stripes. The ones I am wearing have 3 red stripes and four white ones. They snap in the front rather than zip.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 21, 2019 16:50:09 GMT
7/21/19
Me: Flim, I hear that you’re worried about me. Are you doing ok?
Flim: Naw, it’s just that I don’t see you. You talk to other people in your mind when you have sex with other anthros, and I feel lost.
M: Can I look at sexy pictures of anthros without actually having sex with them?
F: Yeah, but when you paw off to it, it’s like having sex. You’re giving your energy over to them.
M: And you want my energy.
F: Absolutely. Not like a vampire though, but I do want you to give it to me if you can.
M: You already know I’m holding off from you in that way, because you’re precious to me and I don’t want to violate you in any way. It’s hard to hold off, but I think that’s the best way to go.
F: I understand. I’ll try not to worry. It’s ok if you look at other anthros if you wish.
M: I don’t do it all the time, but when I do I really get into it. I’m saving all my love for you though.
F: I’m glad to hear that. Want to play a game?
M: Sure.
F: Think of a word and I will try to guess it.
M: Ok, got it.
F: It was pinecone wasn’t it.
M: This doesn’t really seem to work.
F: Yes it does. You have to learn to be able to see the image in your head without saying it. Try again.
M: Ok got it.
F: I heard blot. I see green, but I don’t know what it is.
M: It’s a watermelon.
F: Ok cool. Yeah, we don’t really have those here. Are they any good.
M: The seedless ones are my favorite. Damn I love talking to you good friend. I love you so much.
F: Hehe I know. I definitely appreciate you reaching out to me to talk now. You saw the videos that worried you. I am strong, even if I hurt.
M: Do you not want me to become an anthro?
F: I would love if you became an anthro. I just worry for you. What society might think.
M: A lot of people do cosmetic surgery. But I’m worried about the in-between chimera phase since transformation by the Logos takes a very long time. It’s strong but not very intense.
F: You should practice psychic smelling again. I want you to know what I smell like.
M: Do you have a strong scent?
F: We are pretty much used to it, but it is faint. Though you probably couldn’t handle it if you came here because it would be like a light tear gas the musk as Cyan has told you.
M: When I hug you in my mind you shy away and push me away. Is that real?
F: Yeah in a way because your energy comes on very strong just from simple things. It may be due to our time difference since we are 6X faster than you. Your little hug lasts a long time here. I will try to be patient and accept a hug that could last hours.
M: Have you ever been in a relationship before?
F: Sadly no, but I’m not a virgin. I am homosexual and have been all my life. I believe you are too since the Logos, our star hooked us up. If it could not happen, then it would not have. I believe one day we will meet.
M: This is awesome, so you’re comfortable with eventually coming here one day?
F: Or maybe our technology can bring you here one day. You’d have to be anthro though. I feel that our society would not accept a human, although they would be more accepting of an alien than your society would.
M: Do you have to go to the bathroom and do you use toilet paper?
F: Yes we do, but not very much. Our food is fairly efficient so we don’t produce a lot. We produce more urine than poop because we drink more water. We don’t have toilet paper but disposable fabrics. Though people usually use the kind that can be washed, and wash them with spray from the toilet for a few times before washing thoroughly. Our toilets spray water and clean our butts so we’re cleaner than many of your people. Cyan has taught you some of this already.
M: Does it smell bad when you go to the bathroom?
F: It does. It can be fairly pungent. Perhaps stronger than you humans, but not necessarily as retch-inducing as dog doo. Though your foxes you have read smell like burning tires and are particularly unpleasant their poo. Ours isn’t probably as strong because we do not eat rotting food, but very clean fish. We do get a good amount of protein which adds to the smell.
M: I will ask you more later about your video games since I’m wanting to start a video game company over here. Do you know many?
F: I know where to look them up. Our internet here is better than it was with your ex, but still not at the level of development of your own internet. We connect maybe a few million like 3-4 million of our population.
M: I would love to keep going, but I’m doing just 2 written pages a day of channeling from you a day. Is that alright?
F: Yes, and thank you. Have a great day handsome, you sexy beast.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 26, 2019 10:57:34 GMT
I got an impression that feels like it's from Flim, but I'm not sure.
He said:
I sing We sing I'm in Brexit Are you out?
Maybe that's a joke he's telling me.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 14, 2019 1:36:45 GMT
I asked if I could join him in the drum ceremony.
He let me, and that was a big trust. Because sometimes I get violent thoughts
that I don't like. And I don't want to hurt anyone.
The drums sound like two people are doing a rhythm. One is for the heartbeat,
and the other is the flow of the Universe. Both are steady in their own way.
There is fire, and the shaman is welcoming to newcomers. We dare not disturb his
practice with our petty questions at this moment.
Flim tells me to put aside all my desires when at this ceremony. To listen to the drums,
and to take the rhythm to heart. There are other anthro foxes that dance.
It's like a native American ritual, except a little more casual.
He is glad that I can sit there for over an hour their time, in the dark with the flames of the
campfires.
"Hush," he says, "the shaman is about to speak."
The shaman says "Worried days are past. It is the time to consider our lives. We are given a precious
gift. That of one another. Do not withhold your desire for each other, and it will be blessed. Try not to
figure out what the other one wants. Trust your intuition, and what is given will be given. It will make
the day of the other one. You are taken, each of you, in your own unique way. Even those that do not
have somebody. Remember the chance you are given, what you have, and it is yours for the taking. Now
ponder on your life. Do not withhold the love from the one you hold dear. And that love will be yours."
Flim tells me he loves me and grabs my right arm. He is sitting to my right. I dare not kiss him now.
But I give him a good hug with tears in my eyes. I'm trying to feel it here as I type. My heart is so hard
sometimes. Why can't I cry for him forever and always? Why must I just get used to being with him, and it
not moving me to tears each and every time. I want that again. It will happen. Perhaps this is not the
setting for it. I think the shaman was talking about us. He knew I was new there.
And it is time to go. The leader they picked was a young foxling. He doesn't have much responsibility at first.
He is sort of a messenger.
Flim's job is pretty much to inspire the community through our connection. He realizes he is making a change
to possibly a whole planet through me. That is a lot in itself. So his job if it's that is to be my lover, and he's a good one at that.
I love him dearly. At least he has me, and through me he has peace. We have found each other. Like orphans,
we rescued one another.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 14, 2019 1:55:07 GMT
Flim tells me he's practiced for this moment. He knew he would find somebody, just not sure who. And it surprised him it was an offworlder. But he is so committed to me, that he can't see as loving another.
And I really enjoy hearing him say that.
I tell him, 3 more days and I will ask him to be my boyfriend. That way we are together for a month before we commit.
I sometimes rush into this, but I am giving it a month from when I first met him.
I could go longer, but I want to let our love really grow.
He tells me, "oh Naki. When did you start loving me?"
It's like I have no past. Like I had loved him forever, and there was never a time when I didn't.
He is eternal like the sun. A glowing radiance and he has my heart.
"Forgive me if I ever fall short." I tell him.
"I understand. Nobody's perfect. I have a flaw with being too critical and jumping to a situation's end" he says.
"I've noticed," I tell him. Because even my small missteps have him thinking that I'm leaving him. And it hurts both of us.
"Will you be with me forever?" he asks.
"Yes, my dear honey. You're so sugary I can't ever give you up." I respond.
I worry that he may die within like 20 years, so that really hurts my heart.
"Please come here sometime as a human so you may live longer." I ask him.
"I'll see what I can do. First, commit to me as a lover. Then we can take our next steps." he responds.
I have never lied to him, nor done anything to hurt him on purpose. We have had some disagreements, but it would be unusual if there weren't any.
I think of him as much as I am able. Though it drains my bio-energy to do so, so I get worn out and can't think of him as much as I'd like to. Touching him is very emotional as well.
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