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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 13, 2019 10:03:07 GMT
What does Ray Phum Wa's mom think of me?
All Together Now by The Beatles
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 14, 2019 2:02:14 GMT
Today I wanted to see anthro blood. In my mind I saw it as darker than ours. In between ruby and maroon. A couple of hours after my image of that, my leg started bleeding. One of the bleeding on my leg shows the progression from human to anthro blood. Anthro blood being on the right. And this is a puddle of anthro blood. The darker parts are more anthro. It's like anthro stigmata. It's really cool.
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Post by Cyan on Jul 14, 2019 2:04:41 GMT
Nice
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 14, 2019 2:20:58 GMT
Here's human blood compared to anthro blood:
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Post by Cyan on Jul 14, 2019 3:07:50 GMT
You in the red with fluffy hair interacting with a few of the spirits around these places.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 14, 2019 4:00:21 GMT
Cyan, Does my anthro Ray Phum Wa look more like this to you? This is my fursona.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 14, 2019 4:12:14 GMT
What does Ray Phum Wa want to hear from me?
Glorious from Rock Dog. That's my favorite movie.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 14, 2019 4:18:59 GMT
How is Ray Phum Wa doing right now?
New York Groove
It's upbeat. My 2nd favorite song from Infinity War.
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Post by Cyan on Jul 14, 2019 5:28:40 GMT
Cyan, Does my anthro Ray Phum Wa look more like this to you? This is my fursona. A little but with much more masculine look and the colors i mentioned, the fighter i may have linked though i dont remember if i did the one with the michael mask wearing fighter.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 14, 2019 5:56:06 GMT
What does Ray Phum Wa want to do to me?
Smile by Avril Lavigne
This is weird because that song I swear was not in my playlist. I had never heard it before and I'm not big on it.
But it's good that he just wants to smile. That's so innocent.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 14, 2019 6:10:17 GMT
I looked mentally at my aura and it was turquoise.
A turquoise aura symbolizes intuition, feeling, and knowingness. It represents the unconscious. This color focuses on feelings of sympathy and empathy, and of serenity and peacefulness. When your aura radiates the color turquoise, it means that you have achieved a state of calmness and tranquility in your life.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 14, 2019 6:12:41 GMT
What does Ray Phum Wa think about me now?
Love me Do by the Beatles.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 14, 2019 7:26:52 GMT
I was woken up with this feeling of being plugged into a strong power source. Then I realized it is their anthro Logos, or rather sub-Logos (star) that I was plugged into. I have allowed Ray Phum Wa to integrate with me, and this caused me to connect to their star. It felt great. Like being super-charged.
I'm going to accept this sub-Logos connection, and build it. Maybe I can take on some anthro attributes since it did invest in anthro forms. Maybe this energy can be transformative and not be painful like when I tried to change my body through will. This I will just allow what happens to happen.
If this makes me an anthro, even partially, I'm going to cry with happiness. Maybe just pointy ears or something. I don't know. Even growing a tail would be great. It would be awesome to have my butt smell like anthro butt.
I feel the energy strongly hitting my resistance. It has a lot of energy to shift within me.
If it can turn my blood to anthro blood, it can definitely affect my body too.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 14, 2019 18:03:32 GMT
A bit after my anthro consensually dominated me, he felt remorse because of how it affected me. Maybe he was even bleeding upset because I started bleeding some yesterday. In their culture they feel when they have wronged someone, that the other person should get even if they desire to. They have this saying "You can dominate my mom." I don't feel is literal, but something said when they feel they have wronged someone. Maybe that would get even more with them rather than dominating them directly. Or maybe it is literal. In their society the victim might dominate the mother to re-establish the karma. I don't know. I find it interesting that he said that considering how close he is to his mom. She's so sweet. Still I don't understand why they'd direct me to their mother instead of confronting them directly.
It may just be a saying and not literal. I don't know.
That's one of their faults that they direct your getting even somewhere else in order to affect them more indirectly but more strongly. They take responsibility, but they don't take responsibility at the same time. I don't like that. But it isn't a deal-breaker.
Like I said, dominating their mom would be a "get even" factor more than dominating them directly. She wouldn't be hurt so much because in that case it would be consensual. That sounds so wrong, but I don't understand their culture.
But I don't feel I need to do either because I am ok with what happened. He's just trying so hard to make things right with me.
He's going to have to accept that I don't want to get even with him. And that surprised him at how forgiving I am.
He showed me all this after I started sending him love consciously for the first time. Up till now I had been just feeling his love rather than sending him love.
That makes it harder because if I wrong him, he may want to get even with me. But I also feel he would only want to get even with me if that was what I wanted. These anthros are hard fellows. But also cuddly and soft and squishy when it comes to love. It is a consensual getting even. They definitely respect free will.
If it gets too much, I'm probably not beyond just giving up on anthros altogether. I won't cheat on him with another anthro, but he's got to prove himself to me. And he's really trying to do that. Trying to impress me.
I'm just experiencing culture shock. I don't know if I welcome these difficulties.
I could be creating this for myself. I'm going to step back a bit and just love and get to know him more.
I could be wrong about how I've viewed him. But knowing how much he loves me, I want to definitely give him a chance.
I don't know why he'd throw his mom under the bus just to get right with me, but "You can dominate my mom" may just be an expression. If not, then they tend to overreact at certain things.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Jul 14, 2019 18:41:29 GMT
How is Ray Phum Wa as a person?
The Joker by the Steve Miller Band
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