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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 0:43:22 GMT
I just remembered to send gratitude to the being(s) that are helping me and Flim. I am starting to see psychic shadowy images such as a book when I look. It is overlaid on top of my environment. I feel pressure in my frontal lobes when I get the impressions.
It may be shadows of what Flim is seeing.
I also tasted and smelled slightly earlier like 2/10 strength fox pee.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 1:33:44 GMT
I've got the impression that this group that is helping me is angelic. They do feel angelic. I feel their light and love slowly coming down on me. I want to know Flim's conscious mind, and to subconsciously know his subconscious. I want to know his language and knowledge as if it were my own. I hope Flim is doing the same with me.
I love that they don't judge me at all. They're just serving.
I'm integrating it as fast as I'm able. It's almost overpowering at times, but not quite.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 3:32:00 GMT
I can start to taste their fish. What Flim had for a meal. It tastes different than our fish, but is still recognizable as fish. It almost tastes like it wasn't washed and you ate the whole thing scales and all. It tastes dirtier, like more earthy in a way.
I'm also hearing some voices of chatter at times. I hope it's what he's hearing. The angelic group is really helping me tune into him. As a thanks to them I offered my book for free over on the Bring4th site.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 4:40:49 GMT
It's night here, like 11:39 PM. I just have a lamp and the stove light on. The wall where it is dark was suddenly lit up in a bluish color. Like I was starting to see what Flim sees in color. At least I think so.
It was enough to make me go wow. It looked like a faded image of a stone fireplace. And I don't have a fireplace.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 4:58:12 GMT
I had a strong 6-7/10 psychic tasting of I think Flim's poop. Just a little unpleasant. It's the strongest I've psychically tasted anything. I didn't control it. I just tasted it. It was great. It's all part of my package when experiencing psychic sensations. But something I look forward to because his poop is like the fertilizer for me, his plant.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 7:09:10 GMT
I'm getting the slightly burning tinge of fox pee psychic smelling again. Like 2/10 strength. It has perhaps less ammonia than real red fox pee, but still strong enough.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 11:33:45 GMT
I woke up after about 4-5 hours of sleep and was like WATER!
Cyan, just like Ray Phum Wa used to talk about.
It didn't hit me immediately when I was doing the work, but I need to drink water now.
I had a swallow, but this work does zap your water.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 13:06:07 GMT
It feels like bliss the energy flowing through my body. It isn't like lovey-dovey bliss of the heart where I feel unworthy. It isn't bliss of the crown either. It seems to be around my solar plexus and heart though. It is pleasurable about 6/10. I'm not blissed out, but it is pleasant.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 14:18:11 GMT
I can slightly smell and taste that he has just taken a bath. His fur smells so fresh. Like almost perfumy and baby-powder like. Earlier I was tasting some fermented fruit almost like a grape. It was like their wine I think, but it tasted slightly like more rotten fruit, but it wasn't bad.
I'm going to focus on pleasant smells more, so that I don't go down a spiral of unpleasantness.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 15:09:51 GMT
The energies just questioned me. "You will lose your unique identity. Continue YES/NO?"
So of course I said yes. It might not happen, or it may. But I am prepared to have two minds in my head.
It's like when I had a tulpa, but it's way better.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 15:43:28 GMT
I wanted to taste some of their food. So I'm tasting some type of berry jam. Kind of like cranberry sauce, but tastes more like raisins.
It's a little tart. And a little crunchy, but not really. It has soft seeds. It's purple, or more like maroon. I'm using a metal spoon to eat it. It's mildly sweet. Now I'm drinking some fairly thick milk. It's very savory. A little nutty. It's like liquid yogurt in its consistency, and has some texture to it. It's very filling. It's a nut milk I take it. But they crush up the nuts too, and they're in it, so it's like a watery cream of wheat or grits or something. Hard to describe. There's a salty meal as well. It's like a flatbread, like a tortilla, but harder. Like a cooked tortilla. Their salt is more metallic than ours. I'm getting that there's some potassium in it. It tastes like a slightly metallic and salty chip. There is no other flavoring.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 15:49:27 GMT
Flim is inspired. I feel his inspiration. It feels slightly different from ours, because it has a feeling of nostalgia in it.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 16:14:10 GMT
I've been relaxing for about 10 mins so far. Just letting my mind integrate the energies. I'm getting downloads. It just takes some time for it to filter into my conscious mind. I had spent about 3-4 hours allowing the energy to come in. It was a workout on my mind.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 16:29:56 GMT
After about 20-25 mins of relaxing, the energy is flowing again into my 3rd eye. It seems I'm striking a balance of relaxing and focus. It's coming in strong into my 3rd eye with a pressure intensity of about 6/10. It's on my heart with an intensity of about 6/10 as well.
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Post by Anthro Teacher on Aug 16, 2019 16:44:13 GMT
I love this angelic energy. It is strong and of high vibration. It is pure. I am glad it is doing work on my heart chakra. That feels a little closed off since the lovey-dovey feelings for Flim come and go. But mostly I just adore him.
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